Today is Tuesday August 25, 2020. Today is one of those days when I wonder why I am even here on Earth. Why? To experience a want-to-be dictator in the White House. Trust me, he will get re-elected, Putin will see to it. So all that aside just what is it like to be here on Earth as a human. I find it all very interesting – people’s different takes on it. Some people love it. They have happy families and all is well. But in these times of the CoronaVirus19 many people are in despair, sick and some even dying. So what is the message of all of this?
Studying Metaphysical books, I have read that we create our own realities. That we have reincarnated and come to Earth to pay debts of karma and/or to learn. I guess even to suffer mentally, emotionally, and physically.
Here is a question I have always pondered. Why is the news filled with men, especially white men, committed rape, murder, killing their wives, committing white collar crimes, lying cheating, and dominating over women, kids, all races. Why? Oh, that’s right, they wrote the Bible, they wrote the rules – and if you were writing the rules wouldn’t you set it up to benefit the most.
Growing up in the 1960’s it was very clear to me that gender roles were to be followed. Everyone was Catholic and knew how to obey and honor authority. Women and kids obeyed and honored any man of authority. We were raised to because men were so much smarter than women. Get it! I still coil at hearing myself say this. Because later on in my life as a young adult I got myself a so called man’s job.. And let me tell you from personal experience – men are not smarter than women, in fact they are big babies. A woman’s husband is like having another child. Now see I couldn’t do that because from a toddler I learned not to trust men or boys. I learned males were nice to me to only find out later that they wanted something. I learned not to like men and especially their honored and privileged position in life and society. Women honored loved and obey men, got herself a husband because she had to, if she wanted to have a decent life. Because men made all the money and the decisions. A wome could not get credit, buy a car or a home without a man signing the papers. Her father or husbands made her health decisions. The doctor told her husband and he got to decide on the treatment or lack of treatment. See this is what I grew up with.
In fact sometimes I cannot wait to get off of this planet, for I fear I landed on the wrong planet. Why would I subject myself to this, what horrible past life karma am I paying for? I must have been a horrible man in a past life is all I can think.
We all came to Earth for a reason. Sometimes we exit very soon after getting here because we find it too harsh, or the timing is off, or we as spiritual beings change out minds.. and that is why babies and young children may pass on way too early for those they leave behind. But understand, we all come with our own playbook, or own agenda. Those horrible Annunanki Reptillian Republican idiots in politics are too put here for a reason – not only to aggravate me I am sure.. but for people to learn life lessons. I only hope I do not have to live in a democracy long lost and have to live in Putin’s communist authoritarian dictatorship my remaining years. Do the people who honor Trump because of the second NRA gun amendment really think that Putin will let them keep their guns. That we won’t be standing in bread lines. Putin, Trump, Kim Jong Un, and Xi are all dictators, they don’t care about people….. its only a huge pissing contest between dictatorships and those who want to be dictators too.
Sorry to say I feel Trump will be re-elected and then our faith in humanity will really be tested. And why do men like to kill? Do they really want to have sex with each other and the church says it wrong but they take out their frustrations on fighting? Hey, I’m just trying to figure it all out. Is it the “Y” chromosome that men have.. is it the reason men are nuts, war mongers, big babies. They have to run the show, drive the car, for years.. then they turn into big babies.. and “the wife” rather mama, they’ll see her as , has then to take care of him, the big shot egotistical man turned big baby. Its all written.. Its the way the church and men have always wanted it.. they do not want to be alone.. they can’t be gay, so they hate women, all secretly of coruse.
So in my estimation, it all backfired. Forcing men to be who they are not, setting up gender roles for men like be head of household, having to drive the car and having to to act like they know everything is all part of the gender rolls and men are very worried about what other men think of them. Human behavior is fascinating to me. Like women too are competitive to get a man, because if they get a good man, they will have a nice living and maybe not be punched from time to time. Because men get frustrated with a weak woman who takes what he has to dish out. He can’t have him, so he smacks her around, she takes it and that really makes him mad.
My bother used to hit me, so I would hit him back, not hard.. But he couldn’t leave it at that, he had to hit me back harder. See what I mean.. No man is going to let a stupid woman get the bests of him. Remember that. Oh he’ll start out nice and sweet like I said earlier, so he can get you to do what he wants. But if you are weak after a while he really loses respect for you; that is, if he had any respect for you to begin with. Oh and ladies, all will be good for you, if you stay in your roll of sweet docile, obeying wife.. Don’t you piss him off. Don’t talk back. Now that is what I learned growing up. And all my friends were just so ready to jump on the boyfriend, fiancés, marriage wagon, well, to please their parents so they look good in the community and at the country club. And that their son or daughter has respected the gender norms and gender rules.. “You’re suppose to get married,” my mother snapped back when I watched her and my father have their daily knock down drag out arguments. And I thought to myself, “no way, will I live like you,”. Of course I did not say that out loud.
But here’s the bottom line. I think I have read enough metaphysical Ancient Alien stuff to almost figure this out. During the Age of Pieces Annunanki Reptillian rule fourth dimension men are not so nice and need to rule over everything and fight and kill and poison and you name it. But the fourth dimension is ending and this is the dawning of the fifth dimension where feminine energy of the Pleiadians of the Pleiades rules over planet Earth.. I think it is happening already and is why we see so many more women running for public office. Women have had enough, and women have discovered that big baby privileged males are growing more weak and showing more of their feminine sides, like it or not. Men no longer need to be bullies, men no longer need to feel that they have to be mean in order to be masculine. In what may come natural to females, men have to be taught I have noticed. Its time for women to have power over men. Hey paybacks are hell.. but you had to see it coming man, right? Women are only going to take so much and that’s it. They’ll play the game for a while and then say they have had enough. I was taught as a kid that men were so much more than many woman; that they were smarter, wiser, had common sense.. It I soon learned it was all a bunch of bull. Men are so afraid of being alone , that they got forceful and ugly about it, forcing women to be with them. They set the rules in their favor. They made it that it was shameful for a woman to be called “an old maid”. And men too, were forced into marriage by social ridicule. I am so happy that these rules are going away along with the dawning of the fifth dimension. It can only get better. Don’t mean to get political, but unless you want to lose your democracy and free well, just vote for Trump and if he wins, he’ll never leave the White House, ever, because he loves Putin, is in awe of Putin and wants to be just like him, a dictator. Let’s be grateful for what we have as long as we have it.
Dianne The Medium 