Author: mzzim

For a FREE zoom mediumship reading from your love ones, contact me at mzdzim@yahoo.com. See more information at the bottom of this can entry. Your pass love ones are always near, your thoughts of them bring them forward. Just think of them with love in your heart and your loved ones will be at your side. If you sit or walk in a quiet place without distractions then you can feel them. Open your mind. Your passed over loved ones along with your guides, archangels, the Pleiadians.. all will help you.. they came with the contract. You know the contract you took on before coming to witness life as a spiritual being in human form on planet Earth. You have not been abandoned. You sent yourself here to Earth, thinking you could love, teach, perhaps heal your soul heart, or another’s soul heart. I believe my life is a mission to help others’ heal their emotional wounds. I know my guides and the Pleiadians (of which I am one, from Alcyone. They told me so, even spelled it out for me) are always with me on this life’s mission that they have me own. You see a while back, a long while back, I offered up my message delivery services to only the “good” spirits on the other side of the veil who have already passed over. They have loved ones here, who they are watching over.. sometimes they get in touch with me and send me to help them, to love them, to befriend them. I have been on several missions. I have loved the subject on each mission. I find as time goes on and missions go on that I am becoming more in touch with the subject’s passed one’d ones. Well, I am a medium. A medium is a channel, a conduit, if you will, for the purpose of delivering messages to be passed from passed ones to spirit beings here on Earth experiencing life on this planet .. for learning they say. Its tough here on Earth, very tough. Then there are the secret evil globalist one world order mindset that wants to reduce us to mindless slaves on countless toxic medications, which will all blow up and turn into dust, like the twin towers, because medical personnel who believe in the “do no harm” oath they took will not stand for the fit-for-Nuremberg Trials atrocities that the for-profit medical industry is so audaciously imposing on the world. Really, free? First the foods are made toxic as are the pharmaceuticals that majority of people are taking. Then now we are to trust? Thus is life on planet Earth, it ain’t that pretty where the evil reptilian human hybrid mind set is at work, so beware, they have no soul, no conscious, no moral compass. Meditate and ask your archangels, guides, and passed loved ones to help you on your earthly mission and just try to get through the experience unscathed by the evil forces that lurk in every profitable margin.. to them its’ life, death for personal profits. Ask each day to be magical, and then in the evening, think back on your day, and I am sure you will find a small spark of magic. Someone was kind and smiled, offered to help you, a friend called, someone you love did not move away after all and so your friendship remains in the huggable physical state. Someone feels your love and reflects the same back to you in a simple touch of the hand, or a small gift or favor. “Make the day magical” I say it every morning when I wake up.. and “thank you” in advance. “They” love to be appreciated too..

If you wish to receive a FREE reading from your passed loved ones see my CONTACT page to email (mzdzim@yahoo.com) me and we can get together on zoom for a free reading.. I usually schedule my zoom mediumship reading times for about an hour. When you contact me by email (mzdzim@yahoo.com) for an appointment do not give me any personal information about yourself or who you wish to contact on the other side and receive messages from. I am merely a channel, a conduit, for which you can receive messages from them through me.. Hope to hear from you soon for your free reading.

I believe that I have this bizarre and magnificent relationship with the Moon. I believe that I feel it watching me, as if I can feel eyes on me. It draws me to the window if inside and up to the sky directly to it when out doors. I feel the magic. I can only hope that I am getting a gifted download of some sort, as I look up. I am sensitive to eyes on me as, I feel animals and people’s eyes on me also. I can be walking past a two story house and suddenly almost subconsciously want to turn around and look up because I feel eyes looking at me. In this particular instance it was a yellow tabby cat gazing at me, I felt its eyes, and the feeling forced me to turn around. You get the feeling that we are all connected? I do. I do believe that we are all connected. Even my plants let me know when they are thirty, I can feel their telepathy message. I do not know who are what is on the Moon that stares at me and draws me to them, to look up as if to say ”hi” back. Or maybe I am getting a quick download? I do believe that there are Pleiadians up their on the Moon. Anyway, if I recall correctly – Neil Armstrong news media and secret society so called first man on the Moon – was greeted by humans already up there and a few aliens too, I am suspecting. Of course we all thought Armstrong was the first man on the Moon. So collective consciousness bought it all and the human emotional atmosphere was altered. Just as emotional and physical health globally collectively was altered on “9/11” (2001), on the Halliburton Project site where Tesla energy type explosive turned humans and steel into dust and drifted away, the Elitist Secret Society way. In other words it was an inside job. May I suggest reading Judy Wood’s ”Where did the Towers Go” book and then you decide for yourself.

Its important that we keep learning. So read and watch and learn things from all angles – left, right spiritual, intutitive. Listen to your thoughts carefully, pay attention – as they may not be your thoughts, but your guides. Ever have a thought just suddenly pop into ty our head – that is provably an idea or a word or an action from your guides, the archangels, or perhaps the Pleiadians or whoever other race you may have derived from. Personally, I know that I am from Alcyone, the central and brightest star of the Pleiades. I know because they told me through a medium message, they even spelled it out to her, the Medium was not familiar with Alcyone, she said I do not know what that is they just wanted me to tell you that I was from Alcyone, so she passed the message on to me. But, I knew about Alcyone and had a feeling that I was from the Pleiades. Why? Because the first time I heard the word “Pleiadian” it resonated with me. I immediately felt a strong connection with the Pleiades and the Pleiadians. It was a homely comfortable feeling. The Pleiadians tell me people need to wise up and rise up against the atrocities being committed now via a vicious global pandemic project to depopulate in preparation for the Great Reset. Where we get to lose more and more of our freedoms until we are reduced to mere slaves. But then why do they need human slaves when they will have AI, thus the reasoning behind depopulation via pharma and viral warfare. Daddy Bush’s dreamed New World Order is coming to your neighborhood theatre soon. The NWO is about the further numbing and dumbing down of humans into robotic like sub=life forms. Its all going to happen because when you are worth three-hundred Trillion dollars that entitles you to be god and play lift and death games on mere lessor forms of humanity, just because you are god. Beware, if virus Nazis Fascist demand jabs over jobs and get away with stripping more and more freedoms, then you might as well bend over and kiss your democracy goodby and they plan this move to be implemented by 2030.

If you are like me you forgot to ask them for help and favors. Or you think that your request is too trivial to bother them with it. Nothing could be further from the truth. They are there to help us, waiting to help us. When you do make a request do not forget to thank them. Even if its asking for them to find a parking place or help finding an on ramp.

There was so much construction along the highway I could not find my on ramp in the dark amongst all the reflectors of the barricades as my car GPS navigational system told me the entrance to the highway was on the left. I was on a service road at a stop sign and thought about my archangels.

”Archangel of the on ramp, I need help now.” and before I even got the words out on this dark isolated service road I heard a light tap of a horn. Low and behold that was quiet, I barely got the words out. So I pulled up a bit and moved over so the vehicle behind me could go on if he wished. I had moved over a bit and lowered my driver side window. The driver of the older small pickup truck moved ahead a bit but leaned over and lowered his passenger side window.

“I am trying to find the on ramp on to the highway,” I said. ”I want to go to New Mexico”. I was in Amarillo, Tx.. I was driving parallel to the highway, just cold not get on to it. The driver of the small pickup spoke in Spanish. I could tell he was a nice guy wanting to help (of course, my archangels of the ramp sent him – talk about quick service…). I understood the word Mexico when he said it, that was it He indicated to follow him and I did. He drove slow enough, within a half mile distance we were on the highway. I flashed my headlights twice to thank him and of course I thank my archangels.

Another time I was driving on the highway and a thought or the book I was listening to made me sad and my eyes teared up. Maybe skin creme got into my eyes and both were burning and tearing like crazy. I immediately asked my archangels of the eyes to stop the burning.. I need to stop blinking and clear my eyes to continue to see where I am driving. And within seconds the burning stopped. I do believe they helped me. Because this eye burning thing had happening in the past when I was not driving and at home and it went on for quite a while. So I know they helped clear up the stinging in my eyes pronto and I am most grateful to my archangels . So remember to ask your archangels for help.. there are Pleiadian archangels too and maybe these are the archangels that come to me and aid me because I believe that I am a Pleiadian hybrid . If you have any planet, sun, moon north or south node in the zodiac size of Taurus you are from the Pleiadian seven sisters star system. I am from Alcyone. In fact, as I recall they told me so themselves:

I was attending a intuition class. We were speaking about where we felt we were from, what resonated with us. I said I felt as if I was from the Pleiades star system, that when I first heard the work that I resonated with me . Then suddenly the instructor Julia said. “I feel whoever they are, are here in the room with us.”, other students felt them too, whoever they were. Suddenly Julia spelled out the word ”Alcyone” She went on to say they are telling me that you are from Alcyone. She went on to say I do not know what that means but that is where you are from. I on the other hand was very familiar with Alcyone, its the brightest star of the Pleiades star cluster in the Taurus constellation. I immediately felt at home. The experience was truly magical.

Pay attention to your intuition. It just may be too, that what you hear in your head or not only your own thoughts, those words would be your guides, archangels, Pleiadians or pass loved ones. My guides or any or all of the above help me remember things, and lend suggestions.

I have channeled a past spirit of a friend of mine. I told her his name and gave her evidence. He had told me his name spelled out in puffs of clouds against a blue sky. I adopted him as my guide. Anyway, after he introduce himself she had invited me to her home for dinner. I invited her passed relative to come with me, ”let’s have some fun,” I suggested. when it came up that he held his cat very morning while making breakfast, I listened as he stood at the stove cooking dinner.. So my thought since he looked like a bacon and eggs kind of guy was to say ”yes kiddie says give me some bacon and eggs,” but suddenly I my friend’s passed cousin said ”Cheerios “ in my mind’s ear. So I listened. And instead of saying bacon and eggs, I said, ”I bet kittie says every morning while you are preparing breakfast, I want some of those Cheerios!” And his wife said yes that is what he eats every morning, Cheerios (meaning her husband). So see, listen to your thoughts that may not be your thoughts.. and remember to thank them.

Recently I viewed guest Bruce Goldberg on GAIAM Open Mind series Season Two Episodes 8 and 9. Also page 45 of his book entitled “Exploring the Fifth Dimension” – both speak of a super soul over looking the phenomenon of shared souls, I am beginning to believe I have written this into my life as believable and realize that it is very possible that a strong soul connection with another is very possible. I also believe it may be a phenomenon that is heaven sent, perhaps by a passed spirit transporting healing to both of those souls. “We are all connected via consciousness “ I am sure you have heard. Soul is consciousness. It is not so much as a shared soul as I stated above, but a case of Parallel Self. According to Bruce Goldberg: “Not only do we have past and future lives, but our soul (which is energy in the form of electromagnetic radiation) is capable of occupying more than one physical body in our current frequency. We refer to this as a parallel self. When we perceive these parallel universes in progression therapy, the purpose is to choose the ideal one for your spiritual growth. These universes are in the future of our current life or in future lifetimes in centuries to come. In rare instances, an individual can meet with another body in their current life whose energy (soul) is identical with theirs. Both of these souls originated from a common “ancestor.” We call this common ancestor the “Oversoul.” This is not the same frequency 2, 3, 4, or 5. You are living your life in a body now and part of your soul is living in another body on this very same frequency. Apparently a parallel life can be evoked anytime during your life time when you come across and meet someone you feel you connect with on a very deep level. My feeling is that that person you meet and feel so connected with just might be an arrangement by a passed spirt wanting to reach out and connect the two so they can love, heal and learn from each other. I am a medium. I felt a connect with someone immediately upon meeting her, later I find out in her youth a beloved cousin was killed in an accident. That cousin came to me in spirit. I believe he gave me the idea to ask him his name. He spelled out his names in puffs of clouds against a blue sky. Lately my friend did verify his name. I deliver his evidence of more like brother and sister than cousins, his favorite shoes were loafers. I keep seeing a sweater around his shoulders like 1969 tennis player would do. My vision reminds me of an image of Cary Grant back in the 1950’s movie’s hay day. “He loves and protects you” I forwarded. I feel a great connection to him and her. He’s my guide now and she has my heart. We are all indeed connected by soul consciousness.

I masked hugged my friend the other day because I love her and I missed her. The hug was different than past hugs, which were also affectionate hugs but not as revealing as this hug. At first I did not see the message that I clairvoyantly saw in my mind’s senual tactal hug. In my mind’s eye, as I know I had my eyes closed, I saw the outline of her clothes her hair, felt her clothes and there was a void, a big void. In her midsection, dark and gray hallow abdomen. Its her emotions. No wonder I love her and my heart aches for her. I don’t want to lose her to any physical, mental, or emotional incident which I feel is evident if she does not get help. She is unhappy and has resolved to a past, present and future of unhappiness. I know, I can feel it. I hope that I am all wrong, that really she is perfectly happy; but I have a feeling that down deep she is not and that I am right. I want to talk to her at length, spend time with her and help her. I am a good listener and I care. At times I think that I am all wrong, that she is perfectly happy; maybe its just me wanting to spend more time with her and that would be great, of course. I would do anything to help her, whatever she needed. I ask my guides to help her be happy and healthy, wealthy and wise.. now and for all of her days to come. Months later, today is April 20, 2021, It came to me in the morning when I was meditating, what I saw when I hugged her: I saw a womb, a fetus – it was dark.. with that I saw brown streak of energy extended out the back and I saw some color, brown, a short and wide being – he was not happy. I think he even stomped a bit. Did I push him out when I hugged her – did my heartfelt love for her help persuade the negative energy to leave. When I meditate I always ask the “good” spirits to help me, and I’ll help them. Its why my friend’s passed cousin came forward.. After that, when I felt his presence, I asked him what should I call him and he told me his name. Later when I delivered his message and said his name, she confirmed the name. I don’t know how she felt about me telling her that “he” told me his name. I think she was okay. She has to know that I just might be “heaven sent” to her by him, and my guide Rosie. I have had a precious similar experience with a passed soul, that one got me to join a walk/run group to meet the subject… oh yes! So only open your helping medium heart up to good spirits. I mean he came through my guide Rosie who when she introduced herself to me said, “you are the medium, I will bring them forward for you”. I was happy with that. Guides who are our passed loved ones help us, why can’t we help them? I am a medium – a voice for the voiceless. I am happy to deliver their messages. Rosie found me this place in the SW. I think it was to be near the “subject” of the passed one’s message. Oh yeah. I felt it when I spoke with her in passing one day. In fact I said one day, “I feel that I am here for reason, I just do not know yet what it is,” And magically as I said that I felt a spiritual presence near us.. It was him. Then one day I learned from her about his passing when they were teens. Amazing, isn’t it. “Just a Thought Away. “ (also title of my latest book, I have six now on Amazon). I believe my next book (my seventh) this time will not be a novel but of my experience, my first experience that I now of, of being placed to do a favor for a passed soul. Its quite amazing actually. I believe thinking of a passed loved one keeps them near and they are near to help us too. As for their help, even if you don’t know who is there near you. Think of someone you miss and there they are. When we pass across the veil, we merely just lose our bodies. They get old and wear out; or maybe we are just ready to go, get the hell off this troublesome planet. I just think how perfect this planet was… it had everything.. the native Americans loved and respected the planet there are many sacred grounds.. then came the almighty, thinks he is god, white male.. too good to blend in and live in peace.. oh no. They had to terrorize, murder and burn them out or shove them into a small space and forced into poverty. And we are supposed to trust this white savage mentality and believe their propaganda. Use your intuition, your gut feelings, and your common sense. These are challenging times so put yourself above all this chaos. We will move on and this too still pass.

I learned this from attending a Joe Dispenza lecture. “Make the day magical” is what he says every morning. Joe Dispenza is the man tragedy struck when he was a young Chiropractor. He had entered a bicycle race. He was doing well until a car hit him from behind and knocked him off his bicycle. Doctors told him he would never walk again. But he had other plans. He meditated for hours picturing his back healed. Today he walks. He has written many books about consciousness and the power of our minds and determination.

I have learned through reading Joe Dispenza books and others that our minds rule out bodies. Our thoughts are very powerful. “You make me sick,” shouted in anger to a disgruntled spouse can literally make you sick, and can cause disease. So use your thoughts in a positive way. Make it magical.

At the end of a day I look back and count my magical moments. Some days I see just one, the other day there were five.: My friend calling me, the moon making me look up to see it (that always happens), Seeing another friend on my walk and chatting, and with out interruption, which usually happens. Planning plans for the next day. Sensing my special spirit guide set these things up for me. Actually, I get more magical results, if I do not ask for specific things. My guides and the Pleiadians know what is going on around me; they know what is going on with my friends and that special someone I would like to see more of. I have stated my wishes, my wants. But I always say, “if its good for them too.” I always thank the universe, the Pleiadians and my wonderful guides for my blessings of keeping me healthy, wealthy, wise, loved and loving. Then I asked please make tonight, tomorrow and the next week magical. I must admit I do over lap fir I wish to cover all the moments of the days, weeks and months.

Try it sometime. It works: “Please make the day magical.” Then forget that you asked. And at the end of the day look back and see those magical moments that you had. It very cool.

One day I am riding my bike around a nearby neighborhood. I had said make the day magical. So, I am riding and ahead in the middle of the street is a young woman walking two dogs. As I came up upon them from behind suddenly I found myself saying, “on your left,”. Like bicycle it’s do on group bike rides or on park paths. I thought, hm that saying popped in and out as soon as I thought of it that nanosecond. (My spirit guide puts those words in my mouth – no kidding. You will recognize this yourself once you start doing this.). The young woman said, “thank you,”. I said, “thank you back,” and maybe added have a great day.. something like that. When I got up a ways to a corner. I turned around and saw that she was walking up behind me. My first thought was, dang I ride slow. But then something made me want to talk to her. She I asked her if the street up the ways was a dead end. Yes, she said it is. Are you not from around here. So she opened it up for conversation. And we stood and talked for a while. Her husband and boys were out hiking. We spoke of biycycling she and her family were avid bicyclist.. So I knew she was very familar the “on your left,”. And we talked about riding centuries and what not. It was great. Finally, I said I was riding on.. I went ahead and turn left which took me further away from where I had seen her even the first time. I rode on and came back around further away but in the same general area.. I was looking for a certain street. As I rode the afternoon sun was warming up and so I pulled over to the side of the street in front of some houses and began to decide where I would keep my long sleeve shirt on my bike somewhere, if I took it off. Suddenly I heard. “You stopped right in front of my house.” Bingo! The magical moment. My spirit guides led me there.. they were having fun, as I was. Was I ever surprised to hear that woman’s voice. So we chatted.. I believe she was on her front porch or inside with windows open. It was the strangest thing.. that he happen to be looking our or sitting on her front porch as I stopped in front of her house… of all the houses. I had not stopped until then after I had stopped and talked to her the first time. We both said we were sure that we would see each other again. Like I said, it was magical… So ask for those magical moments.. do not request anything special.. just ask for the day to be magical. And you’ll see.

12/12/20. It is indeed the dawning of the Age of Aquarius and the feminine rule of the Pleiadians. Gone is the old white male authoritarian rule. What is happening in government right now is the prime example. Women and persons of color or filling those elected positions. And isn’t it about time? Look at the family dynamics for example; don’t women usually have to clean up messed made by the males in their families. And who commits the most vicious crimes of war, and domestic abuse, be it sexual or battering – males. Males own the most guns, because I guess they like to “project” and shoot people. Women do not, so go figure. Men love the camaraderie and brotherhood of war. It appears to me that men are easily followers of the loudest mouth member of the gang. Men need leadership roll models. I believe that in Atlantis feminist times before the Mauritians came to Earth after they destroyed Mars, that feminine rule existed, and the men did the heavy work for the women; more like, they were the slaves. Then the Martians came and changed all that. Well its time again for feminine rule to come and save the planet from the selfish destruction of the male rule, meaning the Aryan rule. It is true Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. Venus rules Taurus, the constellation where the Pleiades M45 is located, right and down from Orions Belt if you are looking at the night sky. Orion belt is easy to find, in the southern night sky in the winter. The Pleiades constellation is a little harder to find.

If you are not familiar, Pleiadians are from the Pleiades Star Cluster in the Taurus constellation. Alcyone is their brightest star. I am here on planet Earth as a Pleiadian human hybrid. Sounds wild doesn’t it. But you could be a Pleiadian hybrid too. Intrigued?

If you have a planet, sun, moon, north node or south node in the sign of Taurus, then guess what you are a Pleiadian. If you are not familiar with the Zodiac and Astrology natal charts get the app “TimePassages Pro” for your laptop or the cheaper version app for your smart phone. Or I believe you can go to Astrology.com and get a free or fairly reasonable price Natal Chart drawn up. You need to know where you were born, what date, and the time. Time is very important; well it can put your stuff in another house. Just as AM and PM is important when you fill in the information. People with their sun in Taurus should be very excited; especially if you have a stellium (three or more planets, the sun, the moon or north or south node in Taurus). I have my N Node in Taurus in the eight house of endings and new beginning and sexually. Uranus is transiting my 8th house which means I am looking at relationships differently. Feels as if there is a need of change, either sexually, or via partnerships. And personally I have felt this recently . A need to change things up. Uranus will be in my eighth house for seven years. Should be freeing and exciting times. Uranus is transiting in everyone’s natal chart house where Taurus is located.

Another exciting time in the reading of natal charts and transits is Saturn returns. They are magical, anyway, I think they are. At 30 years of age I was dating a wonderful guy and landed a great union potential “man’s” job. A wonderful first Saturn return. My second Saturn return at around 60 (note changes can begin several years before and after age 30, 60, 90) was when I retired from that wonderful job. I began running and working my way up to Half Marathons race entries and receiving finishing medals. I began learning about Astrology, mediumship, writing fiction novel since then I have published five and working on my sixth. My first “Emma’s Run”, Second, “Jane’s Aliens” and more, can be found and purchased at Amazon. I am 73, and intend to be around for my 3rd Saturn return. Then I can go, cross over and meet my guides: Rosie, Emma, Steve, etc., and the Pleiadians. We don’t die, as the popular podcast is titled. We merely shed our aged and worn out bodies. Our souls/consciousness lives on. I look at the prospects of dying as a new adventure in returning home. I can sense that I will end up at Alcyone, where I came from, the brightest star of the Pleiades system. You ask, where does god play into this.

Personally and of course, I can only speak for myself. I suspect the white male supremacy ego, is where god came from. Think about it, if you were going to write a bible or create a religion, like Christianity wouldn’t you cater it to suit your needs. Males wrote the rules enslaving who they considered would be lessor than them, their slaves. They put women in secondary positions and other races. Why? I have no idea, to feed their weak egos I suppose. Well , they considered themselves to be gods. Males are the more forceful sex. Remember the Christian Crusades – they killed non joiners. Sound familiar even today? The Roman Catholic Church is an extension of the Roman Empire – you know most of those men were gay – which actually continued on in the religious environment of the Roman Catholic Church. What better way to have your followers support your deviant and perverted activities.. And you proposed no birth control, filling the Catholic schools which potential sexual encounter victims. I can tell you the names of many women I know who are recovering Catholics because they were abused by the evil men of the cloth. Of course they set it up to gain their personal deviant pleasure while fooling the public. And they set social norms. You must get married are appeal homosexual. You must have kids, are you are selfish. The priests were kings the nuns were treated like slaves, lessor beings. Is that god like to you? Please. We were had, plain and simple. I wasn’t though. Even before the first grade, I could see how women were second class citizen rated, of course they men. They were too weak – and only suited for motherhood and keeping house for her husband and raising his children. She was depended on him for the roof over her head. She made no outside money; she was under his thumb, just as the church pushed society norms to be. This was the 1950’s and before.: Doctors told the husband what was wrong with the wife and he decided her treatment or to even tell her what was wrong with her. In the 1960 ad 1970’s many women got hysterectomies as a form of birth control. For the church did not allow birth control – more kids for them to abuse. Might I suggest you watch the movie “The Post” it came out around 2015 or little later, I think. You will be shocked at the thousands of priests who were outside the law (they even controlled the law in the New England states and else where) and molested the kids. They picked on poor mothers with children, they would come to the house and help out the mother and take the kids for play etc., which led to the priests molesting the kids and the mothers let it go on; like I said they were poor. Right off the top of my head I can name at least five women who were abused like (and their mothers) when they were a child, leaving life long emotional (leading to physical illness) scars .

Yes, I observed and watched enough in my childhood to think ; this is not right – the way I saw boys were babied and flavored by mothers, I assume, she wanted to make sure she had someone take care of her when she got old. Males were revered during my growing up years. Girls were supposed to be boys’ cheerleaders, sitting on the side lines and idolizing him, as he played sports. I thought this shit was unbelievable.. My father was horrid and so my brother “chip off the old block” was too. I thought they just treated me like a lessor being until one time my cousin about my age (pre-teen) came to stay over night. She and my father had a discussion about something, she tried to hold her own. He would not give her an inch, a kid! He kept badgering her until she was in tears. So I knew it wasn’t just me who thought he was a deviant pervert. She never came back to spend the night with me. I think I began learning then to be on my own not to trust.

I think I became more psychic when at around age ten my dad made me watch him beat our German Shepard to death – over the head with a heavy rail spike hammer. I think then I connected with my spirit guides to help me. My dad tied up our dogs; they could not be house pets and he ended up shooting all the grown dogs. Think he and my brother used them as hunting practice. We lived on a farm so I was isolated except for going to school and a few relative family visits. About the German Shepard. I was about 9 or ten (actually the first time I went to a Astrological meeting in my late 50’s a guy there read my natal/birth chart and “he” told me that around 9 or 10 years old something tragic happened to me. I was so very surprised that he got this from my birth chart – I was hooked in Astrology after that reading. I think when I was about 9 or 10 is when I connected to my spirit guides on the other side. I felt their love; I knew I was never alone; and its why do this day I can do solo road trips without fear as they are always with me and I feel their love and presence as I know they help to protect me. I became more intuitive after that incidence. I knew that I had to live another ten years at least at home with those two mismatched people, my constant arguing parents, so I went spiritual – connecting with my guides to make it through those years and now..

I am going to end this entry now. I do have so much more to share about Astrology and being a psychic medium. I just add one more thing. And that is Meditate. Sit in silent with eyes closed, open to mind, push your ego everyday thoughts to the side. It can help to picture a spiraling colorful tunnel of light up and out to the universe. I usually think of the Pleiades; like send me the information I need to know. Praying is asking, meditating is receiving, is the way I look at it. Allow your guides to help you. Its magical! Also every day say, “make the day magical” then later in that day you will see something, even small, a kind word or action, and you’ll say and feel that that moment or event was indeed magical – a gift from your guides. Its wonderful!. Just one more thing.. the moon is magical to me – it makes me look up at it. Oh yes, when out on walks or hiking – something makes me look up.. and I find my self saying, “there it is, my old buddy the moon.”. I have heard that Pleiadians or some race has a station on the dark side of the moon; or I just feel the energy of the moon; anyway, its magical. I also feel the wonderful energies of trees, it. pains me to see a huge mature oak tree needlessly striped of of it limbs and cut down. yes I am that connected with nature. Dogs get me too. They’ll stop and make their owners wait for me to get closer, so I can say Hi. I mean they stop and stare at me. I even had a dog (owner said never did it before). jump out of a suv back seat window to come follow me as I jogged down a sidewalk, stopping traffic to watch this spectacle unfold . The dog was okay. I had to pet and talk to him; for that dog had to see something in me to jump out of a moving (neighborhood speed) car window.

Signing off now.. till next time. Wear a mask and please social distance and use sanitizer and wash your hands – a vaccine has just been approved and is being distributed..

Let me begin by reminding everyone that we are all spiritual beings here on Earth as human beings. We are here to learn compassion and love for all living things. We are all emotional. Some of us are more sensitive to others’ emotions; in fact, may even take on their emotions. It’s why empaths need alone time to connect back to source, to touch the Earth, to reground themselves; to go for a walk in a park and be out in nature: to touch base and rejuvenate. Don’t bother to lie to an empath for we sense your truth either by body language, the look in your eye, or the tone of your voice. Mediums and empaths are very intuitive and psychic. Our psychic consciousness is always on standby alert. Meditating raises our frequencies to connect with each other and with pass spirits. We are all unconsciously connected. Animals look into our eyes, with a spiritual heart and soul connection. Most people have turned around sharply to meet the stare of another person because they felt a pair of eyes staring at them. I have turned around and up to find a cat on the second floor laying in an open screened window staring down at me. I have looked up while running in the park, feeling the stare of eyes, to look up and see a dove looking down staring at me from under an overpass, right before I tripped, no just kidding about the trip. I did not trip, even though I know to always keep on eyes on the path ahead of me: so you know I really felt that dove’s stare. The stare was with such intent that I felt it actually was my spirit guides acknowledging their presence: reminding me, that they look after me and love me. Might I suggest that as you read this to keep an open mind and heart to see your spirit guides signs such as this. Thank them for watching over you, they appreciate that. I have long ago opened myself up to the “good” passed souls to help them, because they help me. I have come to realize that souls on the other side of the veil have ways to influence my life and place me in locations and situations where they can use me to connect them with their Earth’s love ones. One such soul had me meet her girl friend and eventually get her to my psychic spiritual channel person whom I attend periodically for a reading. She channels a spirit named Ezekiel. This passed spirit used me to connect with her living friend via Ezekiel. Because my friend would have never gone to a psychic on her own. So my job was to get her there so they could connect. Its things like that, that mades the spirit world so magical and wonderful. They are all around us aways, just a thought away. They are like they were when they were here in the physical, only now without a body. Talk to them.

I am still catching on as to what is going on. Years passed I offered to help passed souls. I’ve studied intuition, attending seminars with Suzanne Giesemann, and Mavis Petilis, the Grand Dame of Mediumship from England, and several video conferences and attended many development circles. I’ll never forget the thrill and joy I received seeing and relating my first mediumship soul message to the sitter. I see and get messages from pets too. But,, seems that I also get sent on spiritual journeys out of state. I had attended many seminars in the SouthWest. I liked it so much that I rented a vacation place there and go back and forth every several months from the Midwest. I got to know my neighbors at my place in the Southwest. In fact, after a while I decided that I was indeed on a spiritual message mission. I’ll explain:
I felt there was just something special about one of my neighbors. The more I talked to her and got to know her the more I felt a presence around her and me when we were together. I told her one day, “I feel that I am here for a reason.” I had asked her if she had relatives in the Midwest. “No,” she said. Well, one day we were talking just in general about our childhoods and how we were brought up, just general stuff. But, when she said that one of the worse times in her life was when she was about 12 and her dear cousin who was 15 died in an auto accident. As, I journaled that evening and thought about what she said an over powering feeling came over me and the realization of the subject of my spiritual mediumship mission. It was her passed cousin who died in the auto accident at age 15. I thought about him a lot after that. One day out on a walk, it occurred to me to ask him his name. And just as my wonderful spiritual guide, Rosie, when she introduced herself to me as my guide spelled out her name in puffs of clouds against a blue sky. I asked my friend’s cousin what his name was. To my wonder and amazement he spelled his name out in puffs of clouds against a blue sky. It was wonderful to know his name. So days passed until one day when she came over for coffee. I brought up her cousin . I said, “you know I was thinking about when we were talking about our childhoods and you told me the sad story of your cousin “David” and how he died in that auto accident.” She looked at me strangely later saying she knew she did not tell me his name.
“Is David his name,” I asked
“I know I did not tell you his name,” she said, “and yes David is his name. I did you know.” She asked?
“He told told me,” I said. She looked at me strangely
And then we sat and talked for a long time as I delivered to her his messages. He is with her. He is with me. I ask him to help me deliver more messages. He helps put the right words in my mouth. He speaks through me. I tell him its okay and I like it.. LIke I may think of saying bacon and eggs and he’ll at the last nano second have me say Cheerios to hit the target and this is just speaking with her not a sitting. Its to let her know he is with her. He has done this more than once with me.
Another thing I fine wonderfully interesting is that I feel very close to my neighbor I have since I met her. I know this is part of my mission. Its him via me, loving and protecting her. When she and I are out for a walk I feel taller and protector of her. Oh, its a definite feeling.
I share this story, to tell you just how spirit can work through you if you offer to help them and in the process I have found that they help me too and give me what I need in to way of friendship and learning.
I have more stores and plan on sharing them with my followers. Being a medium can be a wonderful thing and anyone can be a medium. Begin by mediating to raise your vibrations so you can connect with spirit. There are many ways to meditate if you are not good at just sitting there trying to quiet your mind. I play musical instruments to meditate or go for a walk or run. Read a lot. Also may I suggest you watch “Life to Afterlife” on Amazon Prime with Susanne Wilson and some of her mediumship students.. its great.

Today is Tuesday August 25, 2020. Today is one of those days when I wonder why I am even here on Earth. Why? To experience a want-to-be dictator in the White House. Trust me, he will get re-elected, Putin will see to it. So all that aside just what is it like to be here on Earth as a human. I find it all very interesting – people’s different takes on it. Some people love it. They have happy families and all is well. But in these times of the CoronaVirus19 many people are in despair, sick and some even dying. So what is the message of all of this?

Studying Metaphysical books, I have read that we create our own realities. That we have reincarnated and come to Earth to pay debts of karma and/or to learn. I guess even to suffer mentally, emotionally, and physically.

Here is a question I have always pondered. Why is the news filled with men, especially white men, committed rape, murder, killing their wives, committing white collar crimes, lying cheating, and dominating over women, kids, all races. Why? Oh, that’s right, they wrote the Bible, they wrote the rules – and if you were writing the rules wouldn’t you set it up to benefit the most.

Growing up in the 1960’s it was very clear to me that gender roles were to be followed. Everyone was Catholic and knew how to obey and honor authority. Women and kids obeyed and honored any man of authority. We were raised to because men were so much smarter than women. Get it! I still coil at hearing myself say this. Because later on in my life as a young adult I got myself a so called man’s job.. And let me tell you from personal experience – men are not smarter than women, in fact they are big babies. A woman’s husband is like having another child. Now see I couldn’t do that because from a toddler I learned not to trust men or boys. I learned males were nice to me to only find out later that they wanted something. I learned not to like men and especially their honored and privileged position in life and society. Women honored loved and obey men, got herself a husband because she had to, if she wanted to have a decent life. Because men made all the money and the decisions. A wome could not get credit, buy a car or a home without a man signing the papers. Her father or husbands made her health decisions. The doctor told her husband and he got to decide on the treatment or lack of treatment. See this is what I grew up with.

In fact sometimes I cannot wait to get off of this planet, for I fear I landed on the wrong planet. Why would I subject myself to this, what horrible past life karma am I paying for? I must have been a horrible man in a past life is all I can think.

We all came to Earth for a reason. Sometimes we exit very soon after getting here because we find it too harsh, or the timing is off, or we as spiritual beings change out minds.. and that is why babies and young children may pass on way too early for those they leave behind. But understand, we all come with our own playbook, or own agenda. Those horrible Annunanki Reptillian Republican idiots in politics are too put here for a reason – not only to aggravate me I am sure.. but for people to learn life lessons. I only hope I do not have to live in a democracy long lost and have to live in Putin’s communist authoritarian dictatorship my remaining years. Do the people who honor Trump because of the second NRA gun amendment really think that Putin will let them keep their guns. That we won’t be standing in bread lines. Putin, Trump, Kim Jong Un, and Xi are all dictators, they don’t care about people….. its only a huge pissing contest between dictatorships and those who want to be dictators too.

Sorry to say I feel Trump will be re-elected and then our faith in humanity will really be tested. And why do men like to kill? Do they really want to have sex with each other and the church says it wrong but they take out their frustrations on fighting? Hey, I’m just trying to figure it all out. Is it the “Y” chromosome that men have.. is it the reason men are nuts, war mongers, big babies. They have to run the show, drive the car, for years.. then they turn into big babies.. and “the wife” rather mama, they’ll see her as , has then to take care of him, the big shot egotistical man turned big baby. Its all written.. Its the way the church and men have always wanted it.. they do not want to be alone.. they can’t be gay, so they hate women, all secretly of coruse.

So in my estimation, it all backfired. Forcing men to be who they are not, setting up gender roles for men like be head of household, having to drive the car and having to to act like they know everything is all part of the gender rolls and men are very worried about what other men think of them. Human behavior is fascinating to me. Like women too are competitive to get a man, because if they get a good man, they will have a nice living and maybe not be punched from time to time. Because men get frustrated with a weak woman who takes what he has to dish out. He can’t have him, so he smacks her around, she takes it and that really makes him mad.

My bother used to hit me, so I would hit him back, not hard.. But he couldn’t leave it at that, he had to hit me back harder. See what I mean.. No man is going to let a stupid woman get the bests of him. Remember that. Oh he’ll start out nice and sweet like I said earlier, so he can get you to do what he wants. But if you are weak after a while he really loses respect for you; that is, if he had any respect for you to begin with. Oh and ladies, all will be good for you, if you stay in your roll of sweet docile, obeying wife.. Don’t you piss him off. Don’t talk back. Now that is what I learned growing up. And all my friends were just so ready to jump on the boyfriend, fiancés, marriage wagon, well, to please their parents so they look good in the community and at the country club. And that their son or daughter has respected the gender norms and gender rules.. “You’re suppose to get married,” my mother snapped back when I watched her and my father have their daily knock down drag out arguments. And I thought to myself, “no way, will I live like you,”. Of course I did not say that out loud.

But here’s the bottom line. I think I have read enough metaphysical Ancient Alien stuff to almost figure this out. During the Age of Pieces Annunanki Reptillian rule fourth dimension men are not so nice and need to rule over everything and fight and kill and poison and you name it. But the fourth dimension is ending and this is the dawning of the fifth dimension where feminine energy of the Pleiadians of the Pleiades rules over planet Earth.. I think it is happening already and is why we see so many more women running for public office. Women have had enough, and women have discovered that big baby privileged males are growing more weak and showing more of their feminine sides, like it or not. Men no longer need to be bullies, men no longer need to feel that they have to be mean in order to be masculine. In what may come natural to females, men have to be taught I have noticed. Its time for women to have power over men. Hey paybacks are hell.. but you had to see it coming man, right? Women are only going to take so much and that’s it. They’ll play the game for a while and then say they have had enough. I was taught as a kid that men were so much more than many woman; that they were smarter, wiser, had common sense.. It I soon learned it was all a bunch of bull. Men are so afraid of being alone , that they got forceful and ugly about it, forcing women to be with them. They set the rules in their favor. They made it that it was shameful for a woman to be called “an old maid”. And men too, were forced into marriage by social ridicule. I am so happy that these rules are going away along with the dawning of the fifth dimension. It can only get better. Don’t mean to get political, but unless you want to lose your democracy and free well, just vote for Trump and if he wins, he’ll never leave the White House, ever, because he loves Putin, is in awe of Putin and wants to be just like him, a dictator. Let’s be grateful for what we have as long as we have it.