Look for Guide Signs

Before I begin my entry, I wish to extend my invitation to everyone to receive a free zoom mediumship reading. It works just as well using zoom as in person. Just go to my contact page on this site and send me an email and I’ll get back with you and we will set up a day and time for your free mediumship ship zoom reading. I usually suggest setting side an hour. Or just email me at mzdzim@yahoo.com. In the interim just be think about your passed loved ones, that bring them near to you. Meditate raise your vibrations to the fifth dimension. Acts of kindness raises your vibration is besides meditating and loving others.

The fifth dimension that we are currently in, finally, will raise us up above the horrendous evil greedy – they can’t be human – heads of corporate owned FDA; they can’t be human, because they maim and kill humans deliberately. Yes this is a third dimensional matrix prison planet as long as the reptiles are running it. Look around, its one virus after another, before that – war, war, war.. for what? Other people’s possessions and to depopulate. Klaus Scwab and the NWO, UN, Trilateral Commission, and others want we common bottom feeder humans, is how they see us; they want us off of “their” planet. yes, the slivering once under ground reptiles want planet Earth to themselves.

Now there are people trying to hide the the fact that repetitive occupy the center of Earth. What fiery molten lava? That’s bull. People in high places..do not want us humans to know that reptiles, evil, greedy, murderous reptiles are running the drug companies that are pushing out toxic addictive medicines made with polyethylene glycol and snake venom. Yes, you heard me correctly – snake venom.. Just visit Jonathon Otto ‘s site. Now, I gave them a past with GMO crap for food, they have pushed onto us… but when they came with this c19 scam just so people are afraid so they get the toxic horrible side effects jabs – maiming and killing to depopulate.. I wondered. I thought, “If they are so worried about our health, then why do THEY allow GMO toxic crap for food.. we are not poison chemicals (include BS cancer treatments.. and that American Cancer Society was just to make more money.. what research.. don’t need to do research when you know what causes cancer .. the toxic AMA knows that the big Rockefeller American Medical Association pushed addictive and toxic pills, and when you have a side effect, and gets cancer.. he merely started up the American Cancer Society.. there was no reason to do research as they know that petroleum products are toxic and eventually will cause cancer.. because our bodies are made up of and need good nutritional organ vitamin D from the sun and other vitamins and minerals.. we are not made up of oil, antifreeze, or snake venom… but when you have a hammer, everything is a nail.. get it… Rockefeller has his oil manufactured into everything.. even tonics, pills and jabs.. beware.. remember it is a for profit medical system.. that deliberately get people addictive.. On Netflix watch “Painkiller” its about OxyContin.. Begins about 1995, I believe when Purdue had doctors push OxyContin. Oh yeah, talk about getting people addictive.. .. in the end. Purdue merely had to pay about a six million dollar fine, I believe according to the series “Painkiller,” that Mr Sackler worked out a deal with the White House. I believe about six million people overdosed and died from this drug and it is still being prescribed I believe to this I day.

Same with the c19 BS virus, millions suffered horrendous leg or full body shaking from the polyethylene glycol, snake venom c19 jabs.. according to Jonathon Otto.. when I visited his web site. I was reading a doctor’s report.. I came across the word “venom”. Venom, i thought, what.. I backed up and saw the word “snake” yes snake venom is also in the jabs… On his site they showed doctors pulling out long horrible thick blood clots, along with Flex Seal like looking white clots. Many pilots and other people dropped dead, will never heard on the evening news of course, after they got the very first jab. Remember when the soccer players were collapsing on the soccer fields from anaphylactic shock because polyethylene glycol had built up in their systems. And they became allergic to it. Many people were getting cancer of the lungs and brain. Rockefeller was a Rothschild.. need i say more? Rothschild have bastard sons, running and managing government behind the scenes. These horrible people running the show.. and you can tell they are horrible by the chem trail sprayed aluminum and barium down on us to wreck our brain, dull us down, and to deplete our immune systems. And now they are coming out with another c19 type jab.. beware people.. you cannot sue the drug companies and doctors have no treatments for the life changing, debilitating side effects.. Why not just say no.. to the jabs.. why not just say no to all of allopathic BS and their toxic products. Of tonics pills and jabs. Like Nancy said back in the e1980 when the CIA was running cocaine across the USA.. read: “Trance-formation of America” by Cathy O’Bien and Mark Phillips. And watch Tom Cruse in “American Made” II believe the movie is called. It is about Tom Cruse being an TWA pilot until the CIA offered him a sweet deal to mule by airplane drugs across the USA. Oh yeah, they were snorting cocaine on the Presidental desk.. And make sure you watch “Painkiller” on Netflix.. oh yeah…

We are Vitamins and Minerals, certainly not petroleum or snake venom

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Well, last evening, I began watching the “Painkiller” series on Netflix. Its tough to watch but several minutes in to it, I became addicted. Its all about Oxcycondin addiction, with is it Matthew Crawford, Jessica Parker’s husband is Mr. Prudue. After I watched several hours of it to thee end.. I had to detox my emotions with a bit of the “Carol” movie… aah

You know the reptiles who have scratched and clawed their way into high places and are running this country are appallingly toxic. Want to save yourself, then do not participate in the AMA crap, this c19 shit was just a scam to mandate toxic jabs that had mild or severe side effects, like death. Probably six million people have perish.. now after watching “Painkiller” I see how fluoride has dumbed down or eradicated our common sense and turned us into zombies just the way the reptilian inning the show want us, dumbed down zombies on parade following orders and kissing their asses going to AMA to load up on multiple pill prescriptions, most people are on four to five prescriptions these days.. destroying their insides.. all AMA meds are toxic and should be avoided if at all possible. They are toxic because Rockefeller wants to make money selling this petroleum, so evidently it is required in most products: pills, jabs, pastries in your grocery stores. Polyethylene glycol is in over the counter pills too, like Sudafed PE which has aluminum and polyethylene glycol. So beware and get healthy.

Learning to distinguish my thoughts from my guides messages…dont’ worry its easy

Before I begin I wish to extend an invitation to a free zoom mediumship reading. Your past loved ones are waiting to connect with you. Just go to my contact page and send me an email, its mzdzim@yahoo.com and I’ll get back with you and we will set up a day and time for your free mediumship reading. I usually suggest setting aside about an hour for the free zoom reading. In the meantime, think about your past loved ones, meditate to rise your vibrations. A simple act of kindness raises your vibrations. Just thinking about a past love one bring them forward. We need to raise our vibrations to connect with past spirits and past spirits must lower their vibrations to connect with us.

Today I would like to talk about learning to distinguish your thoughts from your guides messages. Here is an example that just happened to me. I suddenly got the idea tot go to the mail box as a walk for the evening, I was actually feeling a little guilty for being side on a nice evening. I was not expecting any mail mainly because I forgot, but when I got to the mail box I had a package for me. So, I know my guides sent me that message – to go check the mail box. It was the way the message topped into my mind- easy and positive- smooth. There was no me going back and forth or feeling scared. I go back and forth about checking the air in my car tires. I am always afraid I will leak out more than I put in… and that is at the service station. Its just a phobia I have, I guess. You see, I saw the neighbor putting air in his tires – checking them at home. So, I guess that gave me the worry… I am thinking was that a message from my guides to check my tires at the station tomorrow? See what I am saying.. But the way my stomach feels I think the tire thing, seeing my neighbor, was just my phobia acting up.. maybe its the weed making me paranoid. That can be a thing too!.

I truly appreciate my guides, archangels, Pleiadians always for all of my life , past present and future, I always thank them for taking care of me. The other day, had a new phobia, someone standing too close to me..it was a guy. It was slight, but I felt it for a second. We were just crowded in a group, it was just me and my anxiety. Just once in a while I get PTSD flash backs, I believe it stems from when I was nine years old and my dad made me watch him beat our German Shepard to death; I thought I was next in line to be beaten. I was frozen in place with trauma, I could not move. I think I met my guides that night, as I laid on my bed thinking how I had at least ten years before I could get a job and get on my own.. I pretty much did just that. I have been fortunate all my life as my guides, and the Pleiadians have always been with me.

I was probably always intuitive, in later years I learn or discovered that I was a medium.. well, just connected with the other side of the veil. My guide Rosie introduced herself to me by showing me in my mind’s eye letters spelling out her name in puffs of clouds against a blue sky. She said you are the medium, I will bring them forward. And she did, shortly there after a spirit named Steve spelled out his name to me in the same fashion. He is my guide now. He is/was the mission I am on. Rosie sent him and his cousin to me – she in the lively. Rosie and Steve found me housing right across the street from the subject. I met and felt him right next to her, finally, when I learned at 12 she had a cousin who was 15 pass.. so guess who? I felt him and asked him what should call him and he told me Steve. We are still on the mission only at the present with thoughts of loving her and missing her. So, we’ll see. Maybe in the future.. In the mean time, I wait for positive messages to come through. to my guides and the Pleiadians I say I am at your service.. but only for good spirits and loving spirits.. loving positive journeys.. they know that. But I remind them frequently. Rosie you could send me a zoom mediumship reading person, its free. Like a young woman from Canada who said, something drew her to my web site .

So get to know your guides, take a solo walk out in nature. Get grounded walk barefoot in the grass; sleep on a grounding sheet. I love mine. Getting out doors always connects me with nature and the spiritual whelm. Meditate and open your mind, you know, like a conduit.. let the information arrive..Also, I feel my guides and passed loved ones. I fell, since and see them in my mind’s eye. Rosie more than Steve, because I knew Rosie in the physical. We were friends and talked metaphysical stuff. She and I both thought that our spirits do not die, energy goes on. Our bodies die but our spirit souls do not. And I believe that not the whole soul comes in one life time. In other words, the soul can be in several places, bodies etc., at one time. Like for example, Steve could have reincarnated into another life another body but still connects with his cousin.. I guess its like being able to think of several things at one time, bet in several places at one time.

There are evil reptiles running our government and most of the world. They are malicious and ruthless. But its a fact people. I will write more another time, but in the meantime do yourself a favor and look at the front cover of David Ickes “Children of the Matrix,” half reptile half man.. oh yes. Reptilian humanoid hybrids males mostly I would say, as they are in all high places in corporate or government… read people.. and raise your vibrations via loving good deeds.. really that is what you need to do.. because reptiles are soulless and have no heart.. they are artful and evil .. why do you think if they get their way we will be in Nazi Jewish like prison camps eating bugs.. II am not kidding… wake up and read.. turn off the Rockefeller etc., bought up news stations.. every since 9/11/2001 and this c19 debacle we citizens are losing more and more privileges.. oh, and another note: all AMA pills and jabs are toxic and made up using polyethylene glycol and snake venom.. watch Jonathan Otto.. good luck

Eat organic only to rebuild your immune system

Before I begin I wish to extend an invitation for a free zoom mediumship reading. Just go to my contact page and send me an email. I will get back with you and we’ll set up a day and time for your free zoom mediumship reading. In the meantime, meditate to rise your vibrations, you and I need to raise our vibration to connect with your past loved ones while they need to lower theirs to connect with you through me, the medium. Your past loved ones are waiting to reconnect with you – so send me that email for a free zoom reading…thanks

Today I viewed on GAIA Conscious Media Network season 2 episode 8 and listened to Regina Meredith interview Loraine Day. Loraine Day is an a medical doctor and orthopedic surgeon . She developed cancer. Knowing that chemo and radiation do more harm to the immune system so refused chemo and radiation and took the natural organic eating route. Because only you can heal you… and you need a healthy immune system in order to do just that.. So see. Even if you have AMA allopathic insurance through your work place, don’t go. Take yourself and all of your pills that you are on and make an appointment with a holistic natural healing doctor. they will sit and talk with you and then monitor your systems as you eat a strict organic diet, exercise, get sun shine, and drink plenty of water.. anything can be healed via your immune system… The holistic doctors had it right.. we would all be healthy if it were not for evil reptilian humanoid hybrid Rockefeller toxic pills and jabs made from petroleum oil and snake venom. Here is the story: Way back before 1900 or right after Cornell U taught medical students to be holistic natural healing doctors using organic herbs and vitamins and minerals…Rockerfeller saw that as competition.. the hell with health care.. he was looking to make money using oil and snake venom… so he found a way to shut down Cornell U.. and opened up Rockefeller’s Americana Medical Association where he ostracized holistic healing called it quackery.. bought up the media and pushed his evil agenda. After a while people on AMA’s medicines were getting cancer… so what does he do.. He does not stop pushing his toxic remedies.. instead he merely begins the American Cancer Society.. a charity.. and he pocketed the money… no need to really do the research as he already knows that petroleum oil and snake venom will eventually cause cancer….. but he does nothing.. because now he is even making more money treating cancer.. by using the very same treatments that caused the cancer in the first place…… listen up people.. go holistic and live.. there are many centurions these days, mostly women.. I might add.. so many people must be strictly organic.. and bypass Rockefeller’s toxic pills and jabs… c19 was a piece of cake to a healthy immune system.. I can vouch for that….. so if you have been jabbed.. you have been had… this was a spike protein in those jabs… a bioweapon.. and even two years later.. negative side effects may still occur.. so go holistic and believe that the AMA will lie to you every time to make a buck… If the AMA was so worried about our health – then why do we have Monsanto’s round up and toxic GMO good.. that is poison and has no nutritional value whatsoever… it is used, its very purpose, is to take down your immune system… people your very own government is allowing big ag, food and drug.. to take you down.. so wise up.. an

We are our thoughts

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We are our thoughts and negative thoughts can cause negative health. Our thoughts can heal us and make us younger, so talk to your stem cells and your cell’s telomeres. Make sure you “think” to buy only organic foods and supplements. Because it seems that Monsanto/Bayer is determined to make us sick with their toxic food ingredients. I just watched Jeffrey Smith being interviewed by George Noory on GAIA’s Beyond Belief I believe it was Season Seven. Jeffrey Smith says more and more countries are rejected Monsanto’s GMO toxic foods. Mr. smith says that as soon as people and their kids get off of toxic GMO foods, they begin to feel better. And there is something in GMO to bodies turn against sperm. Couples are finding that they are infertile and that eating totally organic foods can reverse many of the negative side effects of toxic GMO foods. “Secret Ingredients “ is the movie. Secretingredientsmovie.com is the web side to watch the movie. I am appalled that our very own government is in on it – the poisoning of the population towards ill health to drum up profits for Monsanto and reptilian humanoid hybrid evil Rockefeller’s American Medical Association. If I tried to poison my neighbor I would be in jail, where is the law in this country? There is no law to protect the people, only to protect the profits of big AG, big Pharma, all the crooks are protected.. taxpayers have to beg for any protections. The media has been bought up since Rockefeller bought it up to condemn the Cornell University medical school of holistic medicine using natural organic herbs, vitamins, minerals, and good proteins. The human body like all of nature requires vitamins and minerals, we certainly are not made up of Rockefeller;s toxic petroleum oil, polyethylene glycol, and snake venom and who knows what else is being used in AMA’s toxic pills and jabs.. and those things to toxic GMO foods and by 2030, when Monsanto manages to destroy everything organic.. we’ll all be dead.. and I believe that is the goal.

The end of humans we the goal of toxic Monsanto and big pharma.. so Klaus Schwab wants what left of us humans to live in Nazi concentration camps eating roaches and bugs and GMO.. so we should all be deceased and n a state of demise for sure by 2050 if our Nazi ran perfect white Aryan race commies get their way.. these are all reptilian humanoid hybrids running our government and big businesses.. all supported by the likes of the illuminati Nazis.. They are reptiles people.. that is why your government does not want to reveal, aliens are running our government, they think people will freak out at the news, But, jokes on them, .. just read a captions will FDA approved the first pill for postmortem depression.. such f’g bull shit.. another toxic pills enters the market… all Rockefeller petroleum based snake oil pills and jabs are toxic, humans are made up of organic here s, vitamins and minerals. .. certainly no chemicals.. if you are sick or on many pills that all of them pills to your appointment with a holistic natural healer.. and get slowly weaned off, and you will be put on a diet of solely organic.. and you will defeat the evil reptiles lizards that can shift change and appear human. Old man Bush’s eyes could shift change to yellow reptilian slits.. they are all evil slivering reptiles heading up corporate board rooms and congress.. you are being had, been jabbed been had.

Living Blood

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So Today I watched Season three, not sure which episode, maybe eight. Its on Conscious Media Network with Regina Meredith, probably around 2015. The episode was an interview with Dr. Harvey Bigelsen, He has a book out about the living blood. He uses a microscope to see live blood samples. He sees so much in one drop of blood. Live blood. He says allopathic doctors do not use live blood. Dr. Bigelsen has seen the fetus of a pregnant woman a figure that matches the figure of the fetus by sonogram. He says the mind really drives the body’s health and conditions. For an example, he says, a woman needed ill health or injury to get attention. He saw a broken bone in her drop of blood. Get this, he asked if she has or has ever had a broken bone. She said no, two months later she broke thatt very bone… now did a premonition a thought perhaps, show up in her blood? A thought of something that she thought of, and created by her thought. I always try to watch this myself.. thoughts are indeed very powerful. A speaking of getting attention and our emotional needs met.. Some people get sick to get attention… why not be the best you can be.. you get attention.. I mean at any age, be the best and healthier that you can be.. and people will give you attention alright, they will shower you with compliments of how wonderful you look. And you will feel wonderful, knowing you did the best for yourself. And you can go this at any age. Time starts now. Just go totally organic foods. No sodas because they all either have Aspartame or High Fructose Corn Syrup, both toxic and give you a consent craving and then you’ll eat GMO gives you more of a constant craving and than you gain weight with nothing but empty calories.. so your immune system gets depleted and that is how you get illnesses, diabetics, and cancer. To stop the constant craving you have to eat organic foods and proteins and get good vitamins and minerals. That constant craving was your “organic” body begging for organic good foods with lots of vitamins, mineral.. and protein.. We are not Rockefeller AMA petroleum based or snake venom based creatures, like lizards they are. We are humans made up of all natural, organic, proteins, vitamins and minerals..which keeps our immune systems in good health to ward off illnesses. Simple as that. Fight the toxic system and go totally homeopathic and holistic and natural healing.. take all your pills with you and see a natural healing doctor and they will monitor your health process as he helps you slowly wean off of those toxic polyethetine glycol, snake venom, etc., filled pills. We are not chemical..Dr. Bigelsen says we are electrical magnetically charged, we want an alkaline of about 7.3 was it. Ot sure. And where oxygen flows cancer cannot grow. Just things I remember him saying. So catch the episode if you can. I think later on in the same season (3) Conscious Media Network he is on again. Have a great day and be good to yourself…

Just know that you have the power to heal yourself…

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Now for the lecture: Just in case you are not aware of the magical power of your thoughts, and your subconscious mind and its powers, allow me to remind you of that fact. Your body hears your every thought.. so always think loving healing thoughts about yourself, and your body. Love yourself. No matter what, love yourself. All of reality begins with your thoughts. First, concentrates on you. You can only love another as much as you love yourself. Just know that! So take care of yourself. Eat organic, walk in nature, get grounded, be careful. Get to know your guides, your angels, archangels, the Pleiadians.. reconnect with passed love ones via a mediumship reading, just to get grounded, to get centered.. so that you realize that you are a spirit being on Earth experiencing life as a human being. you are here on Earth for a reason during these c19 toxic shots times where it is so obvious that our government is in cahoots with evil reptilian Nazis illuminati cabal that have never gone away since the two world wars in Germany. German lost the wars, the Nazis live on in the Western Hemisphere. Times are crucially serious, and the survival of humans and Earth itself is in peril. These are troubling times and these times in the history of mankind seriously needs our attention now, our spiritual attention is needed now. It’s crucial.

So no matter your health status you can heal yourself. Chances are you ate a diet of toxic GMO then began to feel bad and went to a allopathic AMA Rockefeller doctor that put you on some pills. You suffered side effect from that pill that merely masked your painful stomach. You complained to the doctor and he merely added another pill – to cover up the side effects of the other pills. Humans are not made up of petroleum or snake venom. Humans are made up of the same of all of nature – vitamins, minerals, proteins. I think the c19 hoax to push a toxic jab is going to bit’em the butt. Since 1986 drug companies cannot be sued. And how can you mandate an untested emergency jab? Del Bigtree video featured many clips of sports figure collapsing with heart attacks and dying in plain sight captured on television. Trials for humanity need to happen. Bought up news cabal stations will not display protestors in the thousands out in the streets protesting the declared by evidence toxic jabs. We all need to bogota the AMA and go holistic. In other words just do not participate. Stay out of the medical system = no matter what? Why risk your health… you may end up in worse shape. AMA medical MKultra robots seem to be running things. Read: “Undercover Epicenter Nurse,” by Erin Marie O. She said new doctor’s at ELmhurst appeared cold and very willing to jam rewarded with $39k ventilators down, unsuspecting without family allowed present, throat’s, Here’s the story of how it all began..

I saw a video on Facebook . The video told how around 1857 Rockefeller was big into oil. He knew the automobile industry was booming, so petroleum would be needed for manufacturing, motor oil and gasoline. In early 1900 the popular elective car was snuffed out. Rockefeller sold a tonic of petroleum and snake venom by horse and buggy, and people were buying and were not dropping dead. So guess he figured on expanding. So he bought up and shut down would be competitor Cornel University that was teacher medical student to use organic herbs, vitamins and numerals for humans are made up of vitamins and minerals and protein, certainly not petroleum and snake venom.

So the Rockefeller American Medical Association was formed. Grants were given to potential students who evidently ended up in deep debt. Certain AMA procedures could only be used by the doctors. Rockefeller had a Nazi scientist made up pills and jabs out of petroleum and snake venom, the same ingredients in most jabs used today. All jabs are toxic and pills too because they are not made up of vitamins and minerals and proteins to feed and build up the human immune system. Only a person’s immune system can heal them. In other words only you can heal yourself, via your own immune system. So, it is very important to eat organic foods containing healthy nutritious vitamins and minerals and proteins. After a time it was discovered that AMA pills and jabs were causing cancer. What does Rockefeller do? He starts up the American Cancer Society…. A money makers for him. Because they already know what causes the cancer.. their very own medicines. This still goes on and has been going on since AMA began and ostracized the holistic doctors strut down Cornell U. and called holistic medicine quackery on news shows that he owned, as he owned all the networks. Nothing has changed in either area to this day.. still bad medicine, still get censored, controlled and manipulated news. So just know that your thoughts can make you sick, and your thoughts can heal you. Talk to yourself. Love yourself! Honor your health and our body, your mind, and your common sense. Of course, the cabal, the evil ones at the top of our fascist government do not want you to know just how powerful your mind really is; that your thoughts control your life and your heal. Live simple, so you can simply live a relaxed comfortable carefree life.. Because stress is not good for your immune system. Doctors said that if everyone would have had a healthy immune system, C19 would not have been a threat, it was the jab that was and could still be the threat. Because it is a MNRA.. something new, a bioweapon . So eat organic, and switch to an holistic doctor to help wean you off of all those pills, and jab side effects .. as he or she monitors your vital signs.. Sorry to say but, look around you…. We have toxic GMO foods, crooked FDA, bad water filled with toxic fluoride, bad chem trail air drifting down on us, soon big chemical wants to end all organic growing….. we are organic.. so if that happens humans and all living animals etc., will become extinct. So pay attention. Use your common sense, use your intuition, your gut feeling.. eat healthy, be healthy and remember you can heal yourself.. try it.. with vitamins and minerals and proteins.. all organic..

I wonder what it was like…

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So I wonder what it is like for a person on the day of their pending death. Recently a local hiker and climber fell to his death climbing Bell Rock, I believe it was near the top somewhere and fell down a rocky crevice to his death. He lived and worked locally on computers. Many people knew him. A nice looking young man about in his 30;s. I only saw his picture on next door and facebook. I did not know him personally.

I wonder what it was like the day of your death. Was he up, was he down. Did he sense pending doom. What was it like the instant he realized that he was slipping. I’m sure he did not have much time to think about it, I’m sure there was a panic, for a second. I’m sure it was instant, climbing on hard rock, all you have to do is fall and hit your head..

I was just curious, surely subconsciously wouldn’t you think you would feel something, pending. Were their miraculous moments, like did he just happen to get to tell people what he needed to tell them. Many times that sort of thing just happens by chance. .

For another thought. I am asking Rosie where I need to be part time. Should I sign the lease for another year? Rosie, I know that there was a reason you got me out of my main residence… for my heath. I am younger here in the SW because I can be me. Shall I squeeze out another year for two hundred more per month. It is a very fair rare, that is not the concern, really, my own money is the concern.. And I am going through a love, mission, lost. I was spiritually driven to be out here for me my growth to agelessness. Part of me wants to stay, another part wants to get it down to one place.. I guess its a fact of too much stuff. Plus frequent oil changes are becoming more expensive, like they make sure they get $300 at a pop.. And I have been praying that no unexpected expenses pop up anywhere, rather car, or residence like an A/C etc., for my condo that I own. I am at the level of money where I first start twenty years ago.. at one point it was up two hundred thousand and I felt very comfortable.. I am thinking I may be around to see my third Saturn return. And I miss Vickie N.. I can’t deny it, I miss her.. I treasure the times we had together.. I think she loved me too. I think she got frightened. I hope and I pray Steve that I did not fail her for you, I hope that I delivered the messages you wished me to convey. I hope she feels you and connects with you often. I guess things were as they were supposed to be. I felt bad that she was along on the Fall holiday, when for some reason a concert popped up that drove me out too the village back to my home condo…. I wish I could have been here for her.. I think it was an opportunity maybe that was passed it.. Of course, I am moaning what never was.. I think she was shamed too. I only know that I miss her. I loved being in her company. I treasure those moments that were and will sadly never be again. Steve, please help me, okay. Rosie please help me too. Where am I supposed to be, between two places or just in my home city. I think my guides got me here for the sunlight of winter and the green of winter.. back in the Midwest is so gloomy and dreadful in the winter. I have drifted more away as I have read so much beginning with the dreadful C19 and toxic jab fiasco. Thanks in advance for helping me make up my mind. Please help me decide.. just have me wake up with the confidence of what I need to do, no lease, lease, or leave? Rent went up two-hundred per month. And I do feel and act and look forty-six.. its mind over matter.. I can even control my weight better here.. and there are too many plans back there.. if you know what I mean. Too many invites .. I need my alone time and sunny days and my to the rock hike and biking.. and ukulele open mics and group activity. .. So can I have my answer by tomorrow morning? You know last year this was so easy as Vickie was still here, even though growing ever more distance. I miss her. I miss her.. Steve I hope I did not let you or Rosie down in any way. Rosie I now you want way out of your way and Steve you did too to get me my two places to stay here.. I really appreciate it. And Steve you arrange my time with her, and the “Purse” day gift.. I loved doing things for her I was and probably still am in love with her. I would love to see her, a road trip perhaps.. if only she could have friends like that, where she could do that. but most importantly, I wish her love and I hope she feels loved. I hope she is happy, and healthy, well, pain free. .. and most of all free to be herself.. I miss her.. She was drown to this area too, to the village, for a reason. I can only hope that that was not it.. that short time we had.. I know part of that was because he was busy.. I know how women are.. I have lived it during my 30’s with my girlfriends and their boyfriends…… so please help me. I just did not want to be wasting that precious opportunity that I had.. Steve, is it totally over. Where shall I be where I can do the most good.. please help me decide. Can I squeeze out another year here.. that 1500 x12 = 18k, was 1305 x12=15,660. That’s 2,340 difference. So help me.. If for some chance she would want to meep up, I can always head back to the midwest.. its a day and a half drive. That’s half a car.. where as car payments of 500 over five years or six makes more sense.. and I better past my driver’s test.. .. its just thinks you think about.. although I see there are more centurions lately I see on FB. So please help me decide Rosie, think I’m seeing a yes.. its just hard because I no longer have my muse, Vickie.. they bought sight unseen in Fall of 2017, and I moved in across the street in Spring of 2018.. see that chance meeting was arranged by Rosie, for Steve.. She brought him forward.. to me. So I guess I feel rather lost. I’m being pulled in both directions.. I would be going back and forth just like always.. 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022-2023.. been four years now.. I was just the last year, well I think he wanted to return east…maybe that was why she drew distant. .. I know she loved me. So I ask Steve and Rosie and Emma and the Pleiadians and archangels for help.. thank you in advance. .. it is just weird because VN has been here ever since I moved in the area.. so was she my purpose, or am I my purpose.. can I do a year without her.. it was rather hard to think of coming back this last time, knowing she was no longer here.. it was hard. Since I am here I love the sun shine, the hiking, biking, ukulele group, open mics.. I wrote and published two books where being here, maybe three, I need to get my shit together so I can work on my ninth book.. don’t let people make me think I cannot do this.. Lou was all for renewing my lease. I have always listened to her gut feeling.. maybe another year. Or will I be super lonely with out VN here, her energy was powerful. Will I be lonely? Was this meet up more for me or for her or both. Thanks for listening. So that was my pros and cons list.. in a way.. my emotional health is important too. Steve I miss her.. can’t we do something about that.. …

I’m pleading the fifth…

Fifth dimension that is.. As we are clearly into the fifth dimension of mind to mind, heart to heart love for all. Before I get into my rank, I wish to extent my invitation for a free medium ship reading, to connect you with your passed on loved ones… who are eager to connect wit you.

In the fifth dimension we are more spiritual, more connected mind to mind and soul to soul. We shall live our truths. The reptilian humanoid hybrids so evil that have scratched and crawled their way into the countries highest political positions and boardrooms. they, the evil, heart, greedy reptiles want us sick.. for healthy we are no use to them. So with horse and buggy back in the day, Rockefeller pedals his tonic of petroleum (oil) and snake venom (snake oil). Business boomed, apparently so well, that he wanted to branch out big time, like into the entire medical system, his chemical way was to be the sole way of the future in medicine. So, soon he weaseled his way in and got rid of Holistic Cornell U medical school that taught healing via herbs, vitamins and minerals and good protein to build the immune system. Rockefeller named his chemical petroleum snake oil based system the American Medical Association, and a few years later, when many patients were getting cancer from the petroleum snake oil based pills and jabs, he merely began the American Cancer Society and did nothing to stop pushing his toxic meds. The charity of the American Cancer Society a charity organization just made more money for him. Oh, they knew what was causing the cancer – his pills and jabs. He dominated the medical system by getting unions and other organization to have and provide only AMA health insurance. Rockefeller bought the up the media and called those natural healing holistic doctors using herbs, vitamins and minerals – quacks! Yes, the audacity – he was the QUACK!!! See its always the opposite of what they tell you. Like the sun is bad for you – NO it is good for you. Nixon’s war on cancer in 1971 – bull! Let’s face it, the whole works is toxic. Read “Trance – formation of America” by Cathy O’Brien and Mark Phillips . Oh yes, mid 19 80’s pushing drugs across America. Snorting cocaine on the White House presidential desk.. oh Yes. Read the book.. The read “Children of the Matrix,” by David Icke. And read books by Len Kasten, Brad Olsen, and many more.. Do your own research.. he’ll learn a lot.. and what they don’t know is that love is the answer. We, unlike THEM, have a conscious, a heart and a soul and the capacity to love…. And we are mind to mind.. especially now as we are in the fifth dimension of Aquarius feminine rule…. Its time for the women to clean up after these evil men…. Let’s get to it ladies.. mind to mind .. read Betty Shine books… oh yes.

Being well

Before I begin my entry… for a free mediumship reading, go to my contact page on this site, or just email me at mzdzim@yahoo.com for a free mediumship reading on Zoom. It works just as well on Zoom. Contact me and we can set up a day and time for your reading. Your past loved ones would love to connect with you.

Or if you wish, you can contact them them yourself. Actually, just think of them and they are near. They might have put that thought in your head themselves, say, if they just out of the blue pop into your head. So mind to mind communicate with them. Ask them to guide you to be your protector. Ask them to spark your common sense abilities and your intuition. For example. If you get a gut feeling, follow it. Or just be aware it just might be your commons sense, intuition, or your past loved one trying to message you.

We are now in the fifth dimension of Aquarian feminine rule of love and peace. Where women will step forward to clean up the huge mess the self-serving male reptilian humanoid hybrids have caused us out of their pure greediness and evil ways. Looks around you, who commits the most crimes? Who established their very own self-serving patriarchal society. Yes, the Illuminati, the cabal. The evil ways of Rockefeller.

Here’s the story. Rockefeller back in the day was heavily invested in petroleum and bought up many oil wells. His influence knock out the electric cars at the tun of the century to the 1900’s. Yes, there were electric cars back then and people loved them as they were quiet and clean, non polluting and no oil smells fillings the air. About the same time before the gasoline auto, with horse and buggy, Rockefeller was also selling his medicine tonic made up of petroleum and snake venom. Yes you read correctly. And people were buying it. Then he got a bigger idea. At the time, Cornell University Medical school was teacher future doctors to help cure aids with organic natural herbs, vitamins and minerals and good organic protein.. Cornell was turning out holistic natural healing doctors which were very helpful to people. But then greedy selfish evil satanic Annunanki reptilian humanoid hybrid Rockefeller bought out Cornell and the media and called natural organic healing quackery, yes quackery. He took over Cornell, called it the American Medical Association, he had scientist at a German war chemical lab create medicine, yes medicine out of petroleum oil and yes petroleum oil is toxic, so is snake venom. So toxic pills and injections were created to sell to patients. But people were not getting sick enough fast enough, because foods were organic. Yes organic. and organic cut into Rockefeller’s sells of his medicine and doctor business. So he created along with the likes of Monsanto in the 1960’s if not before then, genetically modified organisms (GMO) foods. We have all heard and know about GMO foods, and more and more is being pushed onto the public still today in the way of fast foods, snack foods, sweets, nearly all things in the grocery store, unless it is marked “organic” or “non-GMO”.. So beware. Buy only organic to save yourself and quick frankly, to save the whole human race. As the human race is peril as more and more organic is going away. Gates, and Monsanto wish to eliminate everything and anything that is grown as organic. So be careful, read the labels before you buy. Polyethylene glycol is toxic and is more and more added to pastries, its in most OTC pills, prescribed pills and jabs. Its why you the c19 after you got the jab, its why you got the flu after you got the flu shot. Some folks were lucky. Some not so lucky – after receiving the c19 jab some dropped dead from a heart attack, got brain tumors from blood clots.. they weren’t calling them clot shots for northing, and surgeons were pulling out long strands of blood clots and some long white Flex Seal type material from deceased people’s arteries and veins. Some need up with horrible uncontrollable shaking all over their bodies and legs after they got the jab, that the officials on blindly called “long covid” . They blamed those horrible side effects on the c19, not the jab. They knew the jabs were unsafe, its why they have the government set them up so they could not be used. yes the chemical drug companies could not be sued if you suffered a horrible jab side effects. The lucky ones just got the c19 symptoms or shingles or something less tragic. Some articles by Dr. Mercola or Jonathan Otto said many suffered heart problems and their DNA was altered. The jab was a spike protein that spike the vessel walls and caused clots that traveled throughout the body ended up in people’s eyes, yes. Thee shots crossed the body, brain barrier and caused brain tumors. Over a half a million people were effected.. and the jabs were never pulled, rather boosters were pushed onto unsuspecting victims and there will be another booster coming this Fall 2023. Don’t get it! Instead eat organic, take organic vitamins and minerals, get in the sun shine to get good vitamins and minerals, I don’t know about you, but all this seemed to me to be a war on the people, to wipe out humanity. And I do believe that is the plan of the cabal, the Illuminati. Read Klaus Schwab’s “Great Reset” book. I believe the plan to decease the population down to a few million baby raisers for the reptilian humanoid hybrids satanic rituals. Read David Icke, “Children of the Matrix” and “Biggest Secret”. Also you might want to take yourself and those hand full of pills you are on to a holistic or natural healing doctor, they are blocked from being in the AMA and from insurance – all a good thing. Because their way is the loving, healing way, not the toxic, murderous way. So you see how Rockefeller ripped medical students into debt where they were forced to hand out toxic pills, jabs which caused cancer… a great plan to have you keep coming back for more pills , right. We are not chemical, we are organic beings. So go organic only.. and save yourself.. it is never to late. Just don’t stop taking all those pills at once, it just might kill you. Instead that your pills and yourself to a holistic doctor and he/she will help you wean off of them, as they continue to check your vitals. Mostly likely eating ONLY organic will save you, by building up your own immune system. yes, only you can heal you… by building up your immune system. Also fasting from six in the evening to about one o’clock the next afternoon will strengthen your immune system. My best to you.. and thanks for stopping by. If interested, contact me for a free medium ship reading your passed loved ones are waiting to connect with you.