Miss Her

Before I begin my rant, I wish to extend my invitation for a free mediumship reading by me via Zoom. Its free. Your past love ones are, eager to connect with you. Or do it on your own, meditate, think of your past loved one, this raises your spiritual dimensional vibrations, your past loved one has to lower theirs to connect with you, mind to mind. Also, read: “Hello from Heaven,” by Bill Guggenheim and his wife Judy. You will lean ways that your past loved one is trying to connect with you. So have ean open mind and most importantly, love in your heart.

To make a long story short, I am a medium. My guides and Pleiadians have me on a mission. Oh yes, they can have you travel, even move to another location. They can find cheap housing for you. But they can’t help you from falling in love with the subject. Well, the subject has moved on and my heart hurts because I miss her energy. I will always love her and wish her the best. I know I feel this way because my guides and her cousin had me on this mission. I would take care of her, as the mission never seems to end. Well, in time I am sure. But, this one, this mission, ran deep, very deep. There was a soul to soul connection and now she has moved on. I”m sure she would be in both ;places if possible. In time my heart will heal.

First of all I wish to thank my guides for my safety, excellent health, youthfulness, total recall memory and love in my hearts for my fellow human beings.. the good souls. I miss her, guess this spiritual cousin connecting mission is over. Sorry Steve, I hope I did good enough. I feel your deep soul love for her. So I ask my guides or another distraction mission She was an ally because we did think a lot alike on many important issues. There was that special something between us. On many issues, we thought alike. In fact, she and I were the only two that I know of that thought alight when it came to realizing, intuitively knowing, that our so-called “food and drug administration” medical system is corrupt and down right toxic and their evil means to our slow and unsuspecting early demise. I am sure totally organic native Americans lived to be well over one-hundred years old, maybe one-hundred and fifty. Everything was Monsanto chemical free.. . Now, we have toxic chemicals sprayed from the skies on us all day long, every day. Chemicals like aluminum, boron, barium (to attack our immune systems). I guess the toxic GMO crap for foods is not working fast enough. And yes, its convert to our chemical jabbed and pill positioned minds. People can not fathom and certainly do not wish to know the truth. So they have been successfully dulled down and brainwashed. And yes, we are experiencing our own Nazi concentration camp and “they” the cabal, the illuminati wish to make it “global.” A global prison concentration camp. And I am not kidding. Read, read, read, but read the correct times you should be reading.. like David Icke, Brad Olsen, Len Kasten. Read: “Undercover Epicenter Nurse,” by Erin Marie Olszewski. Very interesting page turner. Just like “Tranceformation of America,” by Cathy O’Brien and Mark Phillips, You won’t be able to put it down.

Read Lynne Mctaggart”s “The Field,” and “The Power of Eight,”. If we as a small group of 6-8 or more people all concentrate on one thing and the same time each day, we, with our minds alone can clean up this mess. No one is fighting for us, the courts, the government are all owned now by the big evil corporate heads, the cabal, powered by the Illuminati.. for centuries now.. We are on a prison planet ran by evil reptiles… disguised as reptilian humanoid hybrids who can easily shift change back into total reptilian appearance. They are evil. We are doomed…… unless we use our hearts, souls and connective minds.

Economic Guides We Need a Miracle

Before I begin my economic rant, I wish to extend my invitation to everyone for a free mediumship reading. Your past loved ones are eager to connect with you. Readings work just as well on Zoom as in person. Go to my contact page and send me an email and I will get back with you and we will set up a day and time for your free reading. Your past loved ones are waiting to connect with you. I tell my sitters to meditate to connect and bring forward your past loved one’s spirit. The sitter and I, the medium, need to raise our vibrations while your past loved ones need to lower their vibrations in order to connect with us.

Also I would like to mention that I have eight books available at Amazon. My latest is “Verda”. It all happens on the planet of Verda. Another book is “Just a Walk in the Park,” the mystery resides near and around Forest Park in St. Louis, MO. Another is: “Just a Thought Away,”.. and five more.. check them out.. and thanks

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Now, for my rant: Have you noticed that since 2019 and this c19 snake venom jab fiasco started that prices are through the roof. I almost had to take out a loan to get my car service and new tires. But, people must have money.. as I asked the Toyota dealer, where is your new 2023 totally restyled Prius.. he said all the 2023’s are sold out. Wow!. I just wanted to see one. In the dealer showroom I did find a panty new totally electric Toyota sorta of an SUV style, huge wheels – how can that be efficient.. but I guess the larger the better for tire wear? Anyway, the sticker pice was $52k.. at least all you will need than is new tires I guess, Do Tesla power charging sites share with other brands of electric cars? I heard and seen that more and more Love’s service stations are getting recharging stations.

So where is this economy going. Here is what I think is happening, the elite Illuminati power brokers, the reptilian humanoid hybrids in power. .. like Rockefeller dynasty, and gates etc., are making me believe that they are trying to gouge our wallets towards their riches. I have been watching GAIA’s “Deep Space” and I believe the elite want all of our money go they can build space crafts and colonies on Mars.. Seems the evil reptiles want to get back to Mars for some reason. I believe that way back when after the terrorist reptiles ruin Mars, then came to Earth to ruin Earth and since Earth is on its way out, they want to make sure they can live on Mars. Oh, they will take a hand full of elites with them.. and bioengineered humans like creatures line on Earth will also inhabit Mars.. but you can not live on the surface of Mars unless you wear a space suit.. all food and etc., but be grown in green-house like structures. These reptiles must be nuts! Anyway, they wish to eliminate human life on Earth.. Ever hear of the Georgia Guide Stones.. the elite wish to kill off slowly in a fifth column slow death of disease.. notice all AMA Rockefeller medical is toxic medical crap? We are not toxic chemical. We are made up of vitamin and minerals.. duh! But the power elite reptilian humanoid moron hybrids wish to get rid of all the humans on planet Earth.. so they are sickening humans via the toxic chem trail aluminum spraying everyday.. I actually see a clear blue sky today.. gates must have given the drone and plane pilots the day off… all weekend the skies across the USA were stricken with thick bellowing long lines of wavering aluminum clouds and gather and cover the sun shine.. to our intended demise. I guess the c19 snake venom jabs did not kill off enough of Earth’s inhabitants to suite the almighty evil reptilian humanoid hybrids that are running the show.

I came to the Toyota dealer for an oil change and new tires.. I even bought a five oil change packet.. and it is applied, my third free oil change. , haha.. but with other air filter, coolant filer, etc., and new tires costing over $700, yes over $700.. and that is buy 3 get the fourth for a $1.00 (is that just suppose to be funny). Hope if like Dunlap tires! Anyway we are looking at a grand total of $1400 to be spent today.. So ever since C19 bull crap.. that was just to lose more of our freedoms.. force toxic snake venom (check out Jonathan Otto’s site.. he says they used snake venom in the jabs.. no wonder the evil reptiles running the show wanted 75 years to reveal the ingredients.. haha.. they got 55 years lag instead.. despicable. Pure evil. IS this to fulfill Klaus Schwab’s Agend21.. where what is left of us humans are forced into concentration camps, eating bugs and rodents, owning nothing.. and according to evil ass hole Schwab himself -“your going to like it,” Sounds like a tue Nazi to me.. Just another bastard interbred blue blood elite thinks he is god.. I think the reptilian humanoid hybrid “Y” chromosome has gone rogue.. they are pure f’g evil.. they hate humans, especially females.. can’t you tell.. a female on Earth, has no control over her own body.. so just for that all male dicks will swivel up and riot then fall off .. sorry but that is how karma works on planet Earth.. man hood will be eliminated.. as we further move into the fifth dimension of “feminine” Pleiadian rule.. oh yes.. your male Nazi evil rein time has expired.. Feminine energy has come to rid the planet of evil and save the planet of Earth.

Look around, wars, famine, murdering, mass shootings.. all done by males? Notice how the bought up fake news media never mentions that do they.. Men project out, they think it is everyone else’s fault, never theirs.. and women are prey to these evil reptilian humanoid hybrid males.. and women have just about had enough.. just as the female reptiles, locked the evil war mongering males out from Lyra.. the females, the human females, are locking the male reptiles out of their lives now on planet Earth.. bye bye..

Best Guides Ever…..

Before I begin my post, I wish to extend my invitation for a FREE Zoom mediumship reading..Your past souls are waiting to connect with you. Just go to my contact page and email me, I will get back with you and we will set up a day and time for your free reading. It works just as well on Zoom. You and I will need to meditate to raise our vibrations and your past loved ones know to lower their vibrations so we can connect.. it take the three of us. Also know you may already being receiving messages.. Read: “Hello from Heaven,” by Bill Guggenheim and his wife Judy. Messages from loved ones come in many forms.., touch sound, action etc., It is quite loving and fascinating

I wish to thank my wonderful guides.. they are marvelous and magical.. So the other eventing leaving an open mic I hit a light post as I was backing out of my parking space.. I heard the horrible sound of a crush. Damn I thought. I felt horrible because I love my car.. it doesn’t not deserve to be mistreated.. as it is the best car ever. I take care of it, it takes care of me as I drive across country. So doing this to my car made me feel horrible. By the light of a street light, I saw what I had done, when I got out of my car once I arrived at home. Damn, the driver side rear quarter panel.. that piece from the top of the taillight to the wheel well was separated out a bit.. and there was a cuff on the white paint near the tail light.. so glad the tail light was okay.

I was so aggravated with myself for being careless and damaging my precious car. Thoughts of where to repair, the amount it would cost, insurance premiums increase all ran through my head.. but mostly just mad at myself.. but very grateful it did not involved damage to the pole or another driver.. So, I fretted and knew that I would not be able to sleep that night. I even asked my guides to erase those careless, reckless, moments, as if they did not happen,, thus no damage, right?

Then I remembered that I left my coat in the car and thought I would go down to the car and get it out. I only have street parking. By the light of the street light, I could see the pulled away quarter panel. It was pulled away only about a an eighth or a quarter inch. I decided to place both spread out hands on that quarter panel and move it up and together.. My heart sang, as the piece snapped back into place. yes, totally snapped back into place. My heart sang. It was like new again. I knew I could use a little matching touch up paint to first sand a little to smooth and then that scuff, which I did the next day..

I thanked my guides profusely.. repeatedly.. I may never stop thanking them, my wonderful guides: Rosie, Emma, Steve, Pleiadians, archangels.. and all those others who have helped. I am so grateful.. The driver side of the car back quarter panel, feels just as secure as the passenger side now.. yay. I am so grateful..

Moral of the story. Get to know your guides and thank them. I feel this little incident was a warning.. to be more careful.. I realize that I could easily get used to my guides bailing me out.. but that is not good.. not a good way to think.. Just as with the care of my health.. I alone am responsible for my own health and safety. I need to do my part. And I do my car gets serviced regularly and repaired when Toyota techs say need it.. like I need new tires soon they say.. think I will have them put new tires on when I go for my next scheduled oil change and 21 pt check up. I eat all organic 98% of the time.. only don’t when eat at friends houses.. if they don’t. I take my daily supplements.. and may I be so forward as to advise all of my readers to do so also. Only we can heal ourselves. Get it! AMA medical association evil poisonous Rockefeller crap, mostly polyethylene glycol that is toxic is in every pill and probably al jabs. Because you know old man Rockefeller wants his cut of the profits.. Rockefeller rule.. in everything.. oil, medical, education, medical education (now you know why doctors are mere pill and jab pushers.. trapped in debt, as are nurses, to do that foundations.. dirty depopulation work.. We all know that we are being brainwashed to only live to a certain age, to think that our bodies wear out.. that is f’g bullshit.. as our cells etc., renew daily.. they, the cabal and Illuminati want us to get toxic non-nutritional GMO crap to weaken our immune systems, so we don’t feel good, than run to the doctors.. so he can put us on several toxic pills and give us toxic jabs.. already we have toxic fluoride in our drinking water and tooth paste.. don’t get me going on dental toxic ways.. in their efforts to shorten our lives and depopulate.. they spray poison on our foods while the elite probably have space crafts circulating the artificial hallow moon and visiting Mars and other planets.. the elite that are ruling are nothing but evil reptiles disguised as reptilian humanoid hybrids.. and they have scratched and clawed their way to the highest positions in government and corporate boards.. evil, NWO ass holes.. they are.. They started this evil patriarchal rule crap because they hate females.. Read: D Icke, Brad Olsen, Len Kasten… watch “Deep Space” and “Galactic Messages ” on GAIA… Don’t agree with me, then do our own research.. both parties are in cahoots to shorten our lives towards the NWO depopulation plans of Gates, Fauci, Klaus Schwa and other evil reptiles.. Old man Bush’s eyes would turn to reptilian slits as seem by military generals. Also, read: “Trance-formation of America.. “ by Cathy O’Brien and Mark Phillips, its on Amazon free to read if you have Amazon Prime Limitless.. My best to you.. thanks for stopping hy.

Life by the Light of the Moon

Note: For a free mediumship reading contact me at my contact page and we’ll set up a date and time for your free mediumship reading. Your passed loved ones are wishing to contact you. You and I need to raise our vibrations to connect to spirit, and spirit needs to lower their vibrations to connect with us. It takes the three of us. I am merely the conduit for their messages to you. I give what I get, I do not try to analyze it. In the meantime, meditate as I do, so wee raise our vibrations and be thinking of your love ones. They may have just led you to this site… get my drift.. they can work magic from the other side of the veil..

Seems I have this relationship with the moon.. in all its fazes.. it will literally wake me up at night, to go to the bathroom, but then has me wander towards the kitchen, by way of walking over to the patio door and looking out at the night sky, my condo happened to be on the second floor facing the SouthWest.. there I see the first quarter moon, nearing my gutter line.. a few minutes later I would have missed it.. See how it draws me to the window.. I was heading to the kitchen. And March 18, 2023 as I began my journey from a location in the SW heading East to the Midwest I was graced with seeing the last quarter moon lower in the eastern sky about two hours before sunrise.. blessed. I love to travel during those times.

I am a Pleiadian star seed, from Alcyone of the Pleiades. And watching “Deep Space” Season Four “learning about the Galactic Federation” episode, one of the first ones listed. I have learned that there are Pleiadians on the dark side of the Moon.. yes and structures on the dark side surface. The moon was placed there by the Galactic Federation. It houses a computer to put Earth in the third dimension, while thee rest of the planets and the universe is in the fifth dimension.. I am going to have to watch that season 4 episode 1 or 2 I believe it is, again. Because I have my own thoughts of why the moon was placed above Earth.. but I want to hear the people on the show, say it. And I don’t recall the reason for the moon computer.. My theory is to hold the renegade destructive reptiles somewhere to stop their carnage.. and the Galactic Federation took advantage of the reptiles landing on Earth and going underground to trap them somewhere.. yeah, just somewhere with us humans.. We were fine as long as the reptiles stayed underground.. in their underground world of cities and high speed rail connections. But then they wanted to surface.. so they hacked the moon computer and stole knowledge to steal DNA from the humans and create a Reptilian Humanoid Hybrid that looks human but did not get the human mind, heart and consciousness to be a honest, normal human being with love for one another. So appeared human but still had the makings of a reptile. As we are spiritual beings on Earth experiencing life as human beings.. they are just evil and remain evil beings.. looking like humans.. and you can just figure it is all of the royalty, and richest oldest cabal Illuminati thirteen families and their illegitimate bastard children.. mostly males: All the big shot rich corporate and political figures.. The Illuminati runs all elections.. just remember that.. and the government is bought and owned by big banks and corporate. There are no angels.. only Bernie Mayoff types.

May I suggest you meditate.. a lot. And rise yourself up to your highest vibration.. if we al do that then we can get back to the fifth dimension.. and the evil ones will be gone because they cannot survive in the fifth dimension. So I see big changes coming shortly as we are fully in the Aquarius feminine rule fifth dimension.. Oh yes. Its our turn now.. to clean up the mess the evil Male reptiles have been. You don’t see women mass murdering do you? You don’t see women, slipping snake venom in mandated injections do you and paying hospitals to use special treatments and instruments, do you. Wise up. And you never ever hear men on the new channels saying, “men commit the most crimes.” The reptiles were not going to make females equal to them.. because on Lyra, the females had enough of the males and locked them out.. so all the males fled to Earth..and than stole the DNA to create sneaky Reptilian Humanoid Hybrids and a cruel racist women hating patriarchal society to suit themselves. .. get it! You’ve been had, if you are a woman.. but with the C19 scam, lessor than man, even, are being victims of deadly trickery.. as all of the allopathic medicine ran by a Illuminati member who is also over banking, education, oil of course.. you name it.. the medical pills and jabs are unsuitable for human consumption as humans are not chemical.. We humans are made up of all of nature like vitamins and minerals, etc., we cannot live without sunshine yet a certain evil reptiles with billions of dollars and therefore thinks he is a eugenics god running the whole show.. spread chem trail of aluminum to block the sun, claims to stop global warning. The man’s a college dropout.. and doesn’t even know all of life on Earth, even he, needs the rays of the sunshine to survive, period. Block the sun block all of life on Earth, even your own, you moron. Reptiles claim Earth as their own and wish to rid it of all humans.. period. Read: “Beyond Esoteric,” by Brad Olsen. And read “Children of the Matrix,” by David Icke.. and watch those meet the aliens shows on GAIA…. That is where the real truth is that the idiots in power have try to hide from us.. all these centuries.. The computer and moon were installed twelve thousand years ago.. so yes, it is time for a change.. and some equality, although it may be lopsided as slight female revenge.. just like it is in the Pleiades.. where women rule and there are three times as many women as men.. and they like it that way..

So if the moon draws you to the window at night just so you can see it.. you just might be a Pleiadian star seed soul like I am.. welcome.

Spring into Spirituality

Before I being my post, I wish to invite everyone and anyone to my “contact” me page and email me for a free mediumship reading. When I receive your email request, we’ll set up a day and time. I usually tell my sitters/clients to plan to allow about an hour for the session. In the meantime, meditate, open your mind, put your thoughts to the side and allow your love ones to come through and connect. I prepare my meditating also, that is called setting-in-power for us mediums. It takes the three of us: the sitter and I meditate to raise our vibrations, and your passed loved ones have to lower their vibrations (they know that 🙂 to connect with us. Its a wonderful spiritual experience. Your past loved ones are waiting. Also, I would have to mention a book to read in order for you to tell if your passed loved ones trying to connect with you (without a medium). The book is titled: “Hello from Heaven,” by Bill Guggenheim. Spirits have various ways of trying to get your attention.. its amazing.. A great read.

Its the fifth dimensional age of Aquarius feminine rule, so men and women alike put down the boxing gloves and go in for a hug. We have the fascist corporate own government tryin to jab and pill us humans into elimination. Seems the no soul evil reptiles claim the planet as theirs. They got tired of living undergraound . So in order to come to the surface to mingle with the humans and blend in, they still human DNA and created reptilian humanoid hybrids who appear as ordinary looking humans, except when their eyes shape shift back to yellow vertical slit eyes; sometimes they cannot control that. Also, they did not acquire a human soul, consciousness or heart from the stolen human DNA. Reptiles and reptilian humanoid hybrids only know cruel, evil ,war mongering and maiming and killing. . These evil reptilian humanoid hybrids scratched and clawed their way to the highest echelons of social, corporate, and government and that is why we have toxic GMO goods, toxic AMA drugs and jabs, snake venom jabs. If you are having vaccines side effects, chew nicotine gum or wear a patch. For some reason nicotine researches some of the side effects of the snake venom. A Dr. Bryan H. Not sure of his name, was speaking on Jonathan Otto dot com. And said the snake venom does something to the cells in your immune system that when the immune system is kicked in to fight off something, that bad cells go our and does not fight off that the attack but makes it worse. Sunshine, vitamins and minerals, grounding oneself, and nicotine gum or patch seems to help. We are not chemical, we humans are sunshine, vitamins and minerals.. certainly not chem trails, round-up, or GMO.. all toxic and designed to thin the human herd… at their profits and your life long illnesses.. until all the multiple pills and jabs filled with snake venom catches up with you. Why do you think, they can’t be sued. Why do you think they can hide the jab formulas for fifty-five years. They wanted to wait seventy-five years.. It all comes down from the highest echelons, the cabal, the Illuminati reptilian humanoid hybrids.

So Spring into Spring and spirit with changing your mind, changing your health, changing your life to one of self love, self respect. As our minds are very powerful in determining our health. Meditate and learn to listen to your intuition. Pay attention to that gut feeling. I think that works easier living alone because you have less out side influence and distractions. I think more men don’t but I think many women, lose themselves in a relationship. I be one of those as far as doing what they want; but I did keep my solo activities like running, playing music, riding my bike.. and that was very important as to keeping my identity, while in a relationship. And, with these solo activities, I connected with the other side spiritually, with my guides, the archangels, the Pleiadians. It was like meditating to me, as were my solo bike rides. Music making is healing. And I have learned that tuning a instrument to 432 HZ is healing.. to mind, body and soul. Where as 440 HZ is standard – during WWII the Nazi’s had orchestras tune to 440HZ to get people agitated and rilled up . So tune to 432 HZ and heal yourself, as it resonated healing to all of your cells in your body. I tried to play my ukulele at least an hour everyday.. its comforting and centered me; I transport visually and sensually to another place. Like I am singing and playing my ukulele in a lounge filled with diners, or I’m back at an earlier open mic. Everyone, both men and women are nervous before and during performing. Like this one women said “I’m a wreck up here..” while behind the mic. She played the violin. While she started her first song, (we got three) I quickly asked the archangels to help her out, to not be nervous and to play beautifully. She struggled a bit with the first song, as she began her second, I saw large white angel wings at her back; as if, there were an archangel standing behind either side of her.. I just saw their wings. Its was magical and she played her two last songs,,,, beautifully as if she did not want to quit playing.. I thanked the archangels.. for making it magical..

So spring into spiritually. Start by being more conscious of reading other people. Be open to listening. Smile to strangers passing by. Being kind to others, is springing into spirituality. It actually makes you feel good. Soon you will notice and feel your spirit guides. I always feel my wonderful guides: Rosie, Emma, Steve, Pleiadians, archangels and whoever else good spirits are helping me.. I truly appreciate it. Our thoughts are very powerful.. Our thoughts can help build our immune system, heal a wound, mend a bone. Its good to take deep breaths once in a while during the day because disease can’t grow where oxygen goes.. that is why Dr. Harvey Bigelsen says. He uses stem cells to help people heal; but says surgery scar tissue left behind will block oxygen and the healing to certain areas. So surgery is not good. During the years I have noticed trends in surgeries. In my 20’s everyone was getting appendicitis, In the 60’s women were getting hysterectomies for birth control, or C Sections. In the 1990’s seems gall bladder surgery was popular. Interesting, don’t you think. But be life style and food changes.. also allopathic AMA toxic pills and jabs. For example ever notice people get the flu after they get the shot! Same with the C19 shot.. its in the needle. Read Poisonous Needle by Eleanor McBean. Read Children of the Matrix by David Icke.. Because mind to mind, if we all want the same thing.. like eliminating homicidal medicine practices.. If I tried to poison someone I’d be in jail…… but they poison us on a daily basis.. we have no law to protect us from big drug.. pushing their poison pills and jabs of snake venom on us.. or like telling you the sun is bad for you…. They do not want YOU to be healthy.. they want to wreck your immune system to drum up AMA Rockefeller Foundation earnings… they put profit over patient.. for sure.. anymore doctors go to school to be nothing but pill and jab salesman… that Foundation controls banking, education, medical AMA, oil.. so polyethylene glycol (antifreeze) is in everything from pill to pastry. We are on our own, there is no law to arrest these people that are poisoning us, with toxic Fluoride in our water, in our dental practices. We have no law protecting us from Gate’s chem trail spraying aluminum and boran and something else, I forget, on us.. to dulling us down… fluoride is in Prozac 92%.. yes. To dull you down.

So united we stand divided we fall, mind to mind we can change all of this deceit and wrong doing.. so spring into spirituality and life your spirits.. by thinking only loving and positive.. and chant “evil be gone” over and over .. mind to mind we can turn this planet around.. “evil be gone”

Trust in Yourself

Before I begin my post, I wish to extend an invitation to the public to go to my contact page and contact me (mzdzim@yahoo.com) for a FREE mediumship reading. When I receive your email, I will get back with you and we can set up a day and time for your free reading. I usually tell the sitter/client to set aside about an hour for the reading. If you have never had a mediumship reading; they are very spiritual, even life changing when your past love ones messages come through. I am merely a conduit between your past loved ones and you. I deliver what I get. I do not try to analyze or decipher, I just deliver what I get. In the interim, meditate and think of your missed past loved ones. Also, don’t be surprised if you receiver messages directly; maybe you have already. Read: “Hello from Heaven,” by Bill Guggenheim, and his wife Judy. After Bill had his own experience, they researched and discovered it can be quite common. There’s a whole other world across the veil, and as we are now in the Fifth Dimension of Aquarius that veil is becoming thinner and thinner.. so enjoy

So trust yourself to be your own medium. And trust yourself to know what is best for you. Since many, or most of us are NOT from here. We have come in waves from other planets, galactic centers, to help mankind on this prison planet called Earth. Yes, we are in a prison of manipulation and mind control by the reptilian ran Illuminati stooges – reptilian humanoid hybrids puppets that are running this planet Earth – right into the ground literally, with all the toxic foods, water, drugs, jabs, chem trails and controlled weather. Do you get the feeling as I do, that the evil ones, the reptilian humanoid hybrids want us of of “their” planet?. So trust yourself to read, learn and to know the truth – and that is that it is usually the opposite of what you hear – in regards to Ukraine, the Middle East, any virus that comes along – its usually just the opposite. Injections are FDA declared safe – no, FDA bought and paid for declared safe by the drug makers and shakers – Illuminati depopulation plan and its been in the words for many years already.

Ever since the hypodermic needle was invented in 1857 those brilliant cabal scientist and AMA wanted to use it – the plan has always been to depopulate while making tons of profits for the drug companies. Legal drugs are just as or more deadly than street drugs.. they are just slower to eventually reck havoc on the human body and brain – intentionally in order to have death appear as a what “they” refer to as a natural death. No pill or jab benefits and works with the human; quite the opposite in fact. We are not chemical, we are made of vitamins and minerals. Dystopian controlled FDA owned and operated drug companies create the toxins that are a means to your slow as so to appear as a “natural causes” recording death; not a slow torturous murder by toxicity. “We all get old and sick”.. not necessarily; they tell us how long we are going to live, 70’s.. they plant that thought through hypnotic mind control propaganda.. they decided how log you are going to live.. or just about how long it takes for their chemical drugs to take you down; again, we are not chemical , we are vitamins and minerals.. like all of nature. its the drug corporate owned government – both ran by the Illuminati that wish to depopulate while they make trillions of dollars.. human beings mean nothing to these evil doers, and more and more doctors are admitting; finally, that they have been “had” by these pure evil reptiles slivering on the surface of this evil prison planet disguised as humans but are really shape shifting reptilian humanoid hybrids.. appearing as human .. And all evil scum raises to the top of this planet. No need to name names, they are the highest officials in every government, the heads of drug companies, the Rockefeller Foundation of scum Illuminati pure evil.. we could be enjoying a pure pristine gorgeous planet, but we get greedy oil scum, and Gates ‘ chem trails to darken the sun to kill us off with aluminum.. by dulling our brains to turn us into their slaves; and its in the pills and shots you get too.. We are getting it from every angle, water (fluoride – dental crooks), air (gates Chem trails), ground – GMO crap non-nutritional food, instead pure toxic immune killing rodents – soon, coming to a theatre near you, if Klaus Schwab has his way.. WHO,WEF, NWO reptile dragon on the throne. You’ve seen the pictures! Do yourself a favor and read: “Trance-formation of America” by Cathy O’Brien and Mark Phillips, Also, read: “Children of the Matrix,” by David Icke. Also read: “Beyond Esoteric” by Brad Olsen.

Trust yourself and trust your passed loved ones who have perish due to the toxic shots they were forced to get.. yes, snake venom. Hey, they are reptiles so of course you are getting snake venom in the pricks; you so readily, unquestioned, rolled up your sleeves to get. Because you are a good patriot. No, you are merely TV cable news – brainwashed. First of all they use YOUR tax dollars to create this shit.. and you cannot sue them.. they get impunity by their very own bought and paid for government… in other words WE the PEOPLE have no allies… . Where is the law? Just like 9/11 they will get away with it.. yeah Cheney’s inside job; just read “Beyond Esoteric” by Brad Olsen.. he also says 9/11/2001 was an inside job. and no one was or will ever be held accountable; and, the same will happen with this c19 snake venom fix jab producers either.. We have no law to protect us; there is NO law..As they are all in on it. At least seven million have suffered jab debilitating side effects and/or deaths.. by the shots.. doctors have reported this, thousands of doctors have reported this after-the-fact.. Doctors had their brains and hands tied from the two years of this crimes against humanity depopulation scam.. having to a-bid by strict “government” (since when is the WHO calling the shots? (No pun intended.. but they are.. they are NOT doctors.. but evil reptiles slivering on the surface of this PRISON planet.. we are so unfortunate to be trapped on, here with them, the evil shape shifting slit eyed reptilian humanoid hybrids.. So the deceased souls having been human with a conscious energy of love in their hearts.. which evil reptiles no mater how hard they try.. will never ever crack the code.. so the joke is on them.. they the evil reptiles hate humans and are jealous of human’s capacity to work together in harmony and to love each other.. reptiles only know fear mongering.. and evil ways to kill off humans. Twelve thousand years ago the reptiles stole DNA from the humans and created the reptilian humanoid hybrid .. they look like human males.. but have the capacity to shift change.. like old man Bush’s eyes would shift change and turn to reptilian golden vertical slits .. that is what is running this planet.. and we are trapped here with them.. so ask your pass love ones to go after the evil doers and scare the crap out of them… show them your anger for having your life cut needlessly short.. as they will never know life after death.. they the evil ones here on earth want to destroy your spirituality being and your eternal mind; they envy and try to acquire or kill off.. because they do not have one.. not one with a conscious.. and when the evil reptilian humanoid hybrids die.. that’s it.. good riddance….. there is NO life after death for them.. So pass souls, you soccer players who dropped dead from the jab on the soccer field..go get ‘em…. Get’em.. now.. get a little revenge….. Trust yourself.. justice needs to be served….. you are the good guys in white hats.. go get’em, just present yourself to them, “say you murdered me,” get in their faces and scare the bejesus out of them.. bet that gives them a quick immediate conscious.. haha

Free Spirit

Hello, hope you are having a good day. I give free Zoom mediumship readings. So, please go to my “contact” page and send me an email and I will get back with you and we will set up a day and time for your free reading. I always tell my clients to set aside about an hour for the reading. I love to work with spirit to communicate their messages to you. I don’t charge, I am only too happy to deliver their messages. I tell my clients to prepare for a reading by sitting in power, which means to sit still and meditate in order to rise your vibrations, I do the same. We two need to rise our vibrations which the spirit lowers their.. so it takes the three of us to connect. I only with love, dark spirits need stay away.. I have never had any problems, because they listen. Just so you know you don’t need me for this, we all have the capability to be mediums and receive messages from our passed love ones.. you just need to learn to set aside your own thoughts, just open your mind, and be a clear channel.. in other words put your mind in neutral…

You also can connect with your guides by setting your thoughts to the side.. and putting your mind in neutral. I learned to do this following my dance partner’s moves.. like not trying to anticipate what is coming, or trying.. just put your mind in neutral .. easy peasy..

I am a free spirit. What I mean by that is that I go where my spirit guides, Pleiadians, archangels take me. They make my life magical, as I experience magical moments, coincidences that work in my behalf.. and their timing is impeccable.. For example, when ever I am running around in circles and can’t seem to “get out of the house,” so to speak.. I know they are planning for me to “run into” someone they want me to run into or see, or just wave to. And I know that if I suddenly think of someone- they pop into my head.. ( I can see them, or feel them, or both) then I know that they are thinking of me.. and I am sure that works in the opposite way too, if they think of me first. We are mind to mind.. read, Betty Shine, “Mind to Mind” and her other books.. I would love to be like Betty Shine.. she helps people heal.. she is magical. She is passed now.. and I always ask here to help me. When I give a reading, I call in all the troops: Betty Shine, Mavis Petitus, Delores Cannon.. all passed medium souls, to help me.. they make it magical.. I would say to my guide Rosie, “Time to Shine,” with my last Zoom reading (I sure could use more) she said it before I even thought of it.. See how magical.. life can be. they are good souls.. I only work with the good souls.

You know passed loved ones, or your loved ones, merely without a body.. they are still them. And I believe that even if they reincarnate, that a part of their soul still is there for you, whenever you “think” of them.. they are right there. And/or, they may be guiding you, like they do me, without you even knowing about it. Keep that in mind. For example, remember the times you are running ing circles try to leave your house.. and finally get going.. you might have missed an accident, or run saw someone you have been wanting to see and speak to.. get it. Your guides and your pass loved ones can be one in the same.. or your archangels even. We should to come to Earth, but we do not come alone.. we come with help.. keep that in mind, when you think that you are all alone, that you need to be in a relationship. I never feel alone.. and I am a free spirit and I prefer it that way.. because I fall in love with the “troubled” souls. And I also lose myself in a relationship.. its easier to go along to get along. And I found I have no free time to meditate.. after I left a relationship, I got into artwork, running half marathons, hiking, biking, studying intuition and mediumship, I wrote a book, I now have eight fictional books on Amazon and at Barns and Noble and at BookCrafters.com: “Emma’s Run,” “Jane’s Aliens,” “Hooch Runners,” and five more. I travel , I also sing and play ukulele and do open mic and have joined a ukulele group.- I hit the road solo when I bought my 2013 Prius with in car GPS.. my companion and I never am in fear of getting lost. So see, if you get dumped, it might just be the best thing that ever happened to you.. many women have discovered this.. there are also solo women group trips.. in other words you are on a trip with other solo women.. it forces you to meet new people. I find meeting new people every interesting. So see being a free spirit can be joyous. Many people I see more young people travel the open road with their dogs, even a cat, sometimes. So rejoice and celebrate your alone time.. I am always with my guides, Rosie, Emma, Steve, the Pleiadians, and the archangels.. I feel and experience their miracles every day as they help me through the day.. I am so thankful always, and thank them profusely all day long.. As they are wonderful and always with me, I never feel alone.. you can experience the same and I am sure many do..

Also spending time in nature alone is so much more spiritual.. I feel so connected.. I usually hike to my favorite spot and do my DianneTheMedium Podbean pod cast.. Look me up, if not by DianneTheMedium than by mzdzim.. I have many “guidance” podcast out there.. I even love listening to them.. its something about my rhythm and timing.. Once In a Mavis Petitus seminar, unprepared, I had to give a speech about “courage” on the fly.. After I finished, she said I need to do more.. So I love to research psychic and current events and PodBean.com (DianneTheMedium) podcast about them.. and then listen to it, for some reason I find my rhythm relaxing.. and I just like to talk, and how often do you get a one on one audience where you can do that.. guess I could be a life coach. As Mavis Petitus suggested.. .. So, if you find yourself alone in your life.. just know you are never really alone.. you have guides.. and get into you.. fix up your place the way you like it.. its not really where you live.. cheaply, with just a few items you love you can personalize it.. For example, I would spend Saturdays cleaning up my apartment and cooking.. and when it came to following the plans I made to go out that evening.. I found I would have rather stayed home.. but once I was out I was find.. but always ready to get back home to my space.. If you feel this way.. perhaps you are a star person too.. Yes, I am from the Pleiades Seven Sister star system in the Taurus constellation.. from Alcyone, actually. How do I know.. the Pleiadians told me so.. But I already sensed it.. being alone I could easily connect with the psychic and spiritual world.. I got a clue to all of this when all of my relationship never lasted.. get it.. Yes, I finally got the message.. and besides, I fell in love with the wrong people..members of the same sex.. “straight” member of the same sex.. In retrospect, I figured out they were my “missions,” although be it temporary missions.. and then it was on to the next.. but those missions were fun and magical.. and actually, perfect for me.. the “free spirit.” So before you came to Earth.. you drew up your life’s mission.. as I must have.. and after being on this planet for so many years.. you finally figure out just what that mission is and has been.. Hope this helps you realize yours.. as I say at the end of my DianneTheMedium Podbean pod cast.. “thanks for stopping by..”

Happy Valentine’s Day

Before I proceed, I wish to extend my offer for a free medium reading. Your pass love ones are waiting to connect to deliver their messages to you . Just go to my contact page and email me and I will get back with you and we will set up a day and time. No charge. I usually ask the client/ sitter to allow about an hour. In the mean time meditate and be thinking of your past love ones. By meditating and thinking of them brings them forward and it raises your vibrations. I meditate also to raise my vibrations. We raise ours and sprits lower their’s to connect with me. I am nearing the conduit, the channel, if you well.

Hope you had a wonderful Valentine’s Day.. I have a rather cute Valentine’s Day story. Emma, my Rottweiler passed around 2005. She was fifteen years old. She was the best ever, very smart. I miss her and think of her often. Several years after she passed, I went to Walgreen’s. After I entered the store, I was walking straight over to the photo department area, when I felt someone looking at me; felt eyes on me. I automatically turned and looked over my right shoulder to where I felt the stare coming from. that was when I saw several feet back, on the top shelf a little Rottweiler stuffed puppy looking at me. She sat on the top shelf all by herself away from the other stuffed animals. I immediately headed over to her, reached up and grabbed her off the shelf. It was near Valentine’s Day. She had a rose in her mouth. She was brown and black and about nine or ten inches tall, just sitting there looking at me. Her big nose and sweet little face, and eyes that shown and looked alive. I immediately walked up to the register and checked out.. I forgot all about the cold drink I was there to get.. Little puppy Emma was a gift from the spirit of passed Emma. Amazing isn’t it. How our past love one can connect with us. She traveled with me, when I am on the road. Not long after I thought, what if I come upon an accident on my travels and there is a small child crying, I would certainly want to give the child something to hold on it… not my Emma. And I thought Emma needed a little buddy. So I got her a French Bulldog for Emma and to give away if need be.. They travel with me on my journeys. In other words, my past Emma travels with me. Spirit is always with us. They are just a thought away. The veil between the physical and spirit is thin.. that is what the fifth dimension is all about..We are connected by our hearts and thoughts.. We are spirit beings here on Earth to experience life as human beings.. We are mind to mind connected. Our minds are energy.. and energy does not die. Also I believe that our past loved ones can be with us and be anywhere or reincarnate back on Earth or somewhere else.. and still be with us.. our minds are universal.. energy.

So, all people, and there are millions, who have lost loved ones to the c19 toxic snake venom (more about that later) injections.. just think of your loved ones across the veil.. and suggest that they gang up on the evil toxic energy that lurked in the boardrooms of the chemical and drug companies and in the top echelon of government.. “go get ‘em.” That is the only way justice will be carried out.. these evil ones, these reptilian humanoid hybrids deliberating.. murdered your love ones.. Here , I thought, mistakes were made in the lab when these injections were developed.. But putting snake venom in veils of serum cannot be a mistake. Guess what, they even used hydrogen peroxide in the venom to make it so people do not die immediately.. I kid you not. Just search for Jonathan Otto videos, there are about twenty I believe, numbered one and two will mention that toxic snake venom was used. I was stunned to hear this.. blatant truth. There is no deny that the scam was deliberate.. If one had a healthy immune system, the c19 would be no worse then the flu, so the kill was planted in the fix – get it .. remember at first they said it prevented.. then they said it would make the c19 lessor, to keep you out of the hospital.. so people lined up and rolled up their sleeves.. they had doctor’s.. as accomplices in this crime… Not long after get suffered horrendous side effects.. they even told pregnant women it was safe.. so not true. There was a doctor speaking on Jonathan Otto,s telling about a pregnant woman, her baby was doing great.. then at 21 weeks she got the injections, and than I believe she got a second injection.. the next baby doctor visit showed that the baby was dead.. it broke the doctor’s heart to have to tell the young couple they lost their baby.. that poor mother-to-be.. I hope she is not overridden by guilt.. but people cannot blame themselves. Many people’s intution told them not to get the injection.. their spirit guides, or higher soul consciousness told them not too, and they listened.. But we are all different and we have different life journeys. Perhaps that baby’s soul sacrificed itself, and its journey was to have this happen to get the warning out.. as this doctor.. was a whistle blower more or less.. and millions have heard his words. .. there are many sad stories such as this.. many had to be sacrificed to expose the evil ways of the elitist.. the cabal, the Illuminati – the evil powers that be.. that are running the show.. the government knows.. they have too, the FDA is paid off by the drug companies.. these evil reptilian humanoid hybrids creatures of evil have no consciousness, no morals, the ethics.. its all about profits for them. There are so many other stories and examples. Edward Dowd .. created a coffee-table sized hardcover book entitled “Unknown Causes”.. I bought one as a historical record.. it lists many young people who had their lives,,, stolen from them.. and that is why I suggest these passed spirits to after Gates, Fauci, and the rest of them, and “present” themselves to them.. and say, “you murdered me.”. Just scare the bejesus out of them.. that will be the only justice they will get.. because the courts are all bought up.. the Supreme Court is a joke.. money flows where crooks roam.. You know they are evil when they can be bought..

So if you have lost a love one to this horrendous scheme.. suggest to them.. just speak to them with your mind.. and suggest they get together as a group.. and go after the evil ones.. souls across the veil have know learned the truth.. oh yes, they see what goes on.. they are all knowing now.. justice will be served.. don’t you worry…… .. on this all out clandestine war on the people.. to depopulate for Klaus Swabs New World one government order. Did you now his mother was a Rothchild.. on yes.. Illuminati .. Oh and guess what else is in the jab besides snake venom – polyethylene glycol.. a Rockefeller oil product.. (check your pastry labels too for it, and your OTC pills – better yet, go “full Circle” organic. Back to wild herbs and plants for healing. There are many coming forwards to are natural healers, holistic healers who will help wean you off of all your many prescriptions pills that you are on.. We are NOT chemical…. We are vitamins and minerals.. we are one with the earth.. You know no one would be sick, if the drug and chemical companies did not promote GMO (genetically modified organisms) that are toxic and have no nutrition.. Read “Poisonous Needles” by Eleanor McBean.. I have the book, and the other evening as as I listened to one of Jonathan Otto’s doctors’ interviews.. as I listened I thought.. she should read it.. no sooner than I thought it.. she mentioned.. that way back around 1957 a woman named Eleanor McBean.. wrote a book titled “Poisonous Needles.”.. I said, “yes”! I love doing my research.. as the doctor’s have to do.. .. this evil has been going on since the invention of the hypodermic needle was developed. So now you know why they developed it.. all human would be perfectly healthy.. if all was organic.. from the get go.. like the native American’s lived.. .. let’s face it.. the real “savages” were the WHITE MALES who invaded this country.. So evil reptilian humanoid hybrids have been around lurking, searching and crawling their way to the top of the heap for twelve thousands years. .. why do you this they are trying to destroy our “minds” with AI.. because they have no minds.. they are nearly evil war mongering conquering.. evil, pure evil.. But we with a heart, soul, conscious are connect mind to mind.. and their are seven billion of us.. so use your mind.. connect with your pass love ones.. and suggest THEY, the ones cheated out of life.. go get’em. Go get’em Emma… Go sigg ‘em Emma… scare the bejesus out of the veil murderous guilty ones.

I predict that within the next year or so,, the Earth will have come full circle and back to clean water, air, all organic…. And the evil reptilian humanoid hybrids.. will dry up, crumble up, and be dust i the wind .. and out of here… the evil ones will be off of this planet… and we will be back to like the native Americans had it.. When I was a kid, before the toxic chemical companies came alone.. there would be wonderful spring time showers roll in and afterwards the earth came alive with a fresh earthly smell, the birds sang.. it was like the earth rejoiced in nourish ness.. . The soil was feral.. rich with nourishment.. it was magical.. the evil reptiles.. want to destroy all life on the planet.. so use your mind to mind.. to overcome.. the evil..

Listen to your intuition…

Before I begin, I wish to extend my invitation to listen to my pod cast at PodBean.com under mzdzim or DianneTheMedium. And please at this site fee free to use my contact page to sent me an email for a free mediumship reading.. I am sure your passed love ones have many messages for you. And remember that reading is free. Just email me and I get back with you to set up a day and time. I usually tell clients to set aside about an hour for the reading. And yes its free.

Today, I would like to remind everyone to pay attention to your intuition, as it just may be your guides, trying to warn and protect you. If your intuition was strong, not to get the C19 jab, even if it might your job, and you did not get it.. aren’t you glad.. to be alive. The best defense against c19 was a strong healthy organic and healthy bond immune system.. as we are vitamins and minerals, sunshine and exercise.. grounding one self by walking barefoot in the grass, or purchasing a Earthing.com bed sheet to sleep grounded every night.. So pay attention to your intuition, we do not come to this horrible prison planet with out guides to help us.. and yes the planet is ran by reptiles.. who shape shift to appear human.. reptilian humanoid hybrids.. just read “Vortex” or “Children of the Matrix,” by David Icke. Or just look at the cover.. you’ll get the picture.. no pun intended.

Love yourself, trust yourself, believe in yourself, trust your intuition, especially when it comes to participating in the for-their-profit Rockefeller medical/dental system.. be leery! We are organic, not chemical.. I am not the only one who thinks this.. all natural healing doctors say the same thing. We are organic vitamins and minerals. Certainly not chemical.. will do not good. You see, Round-up Ready and GMO was introduced to wreck our immune systems…. As is putting toxic Fluoride in toothpaste, or our waters supplies.. As is putting Polyethylene Glycol in OTC pills along with Aluminum.. even found Polyethylene Glycol on the label of my grocery store baked pastry… so beware.. I did not buy it. On that note.. will end this for today.. becareful.. its your body, your choice, your health, or not..

Take the Fifth…

I mean fifth dimension. More on that in a minute. As right now I wish to extend my invitation to a free zoom mediumship reading. Just go to my contact page and contact me from there via email. I will get back with you and we then can set up a day and time for your free mediumship reading. Your past loved ones are eager to connect with you.. .. to prep, as I do meditate and think of your past love ones. As when you think of them, they are right there with you.

This third dimension prison planet matrix we are in right now, can be over ridden.. just mediate and rise above it, meditate into the fifth dimension… right take the fifth! See, there is a portal between Earth’s third dimension and the universe fifth dimension, its the sun, its us meditating and raising our consciousness upward and outward into the universe.

We are spiritual beings here on Earth as human beings. We are here to experience life on planet Earth.. to learn just how powerful our minds are.. we can heal ourselves. “You make me sick,” before about saying that to someone or yourself.. Do not turn on yourself.. instead love and honor your body. You are a team: mind, body, spirit. Things can be magical and mystical if all three work together. We can direct our cells to rejuvenate and heal.. Our thought can reverse aging.

If we really think about how childhoods we will see how we had set theme up for ourselves to guide us into the adulthood that we wanted to experience. I was told by them and it resonated with me that I am a Pleiadian star seed from Alcyone, of the Pleiades. Since high school I have been interested in the metaphysical world. Buying spiritual books. Books by Deepak Chopra, Coraline Myss, Bruce Goldberg, Bruce Lipton. In 2012 attended a Louise Hay conference near DC. Brad Braden was there and Lipton and Myss. In 2016 I began studying intuition practices for medium ship .. I’ll never forget my first reading… I was higher than a kite afterwards, I had found my path. I have studied with Suzanne Giesemann, Mavis Patilus from England, the grand dame of mediumship herself. She had come to Chicago, so it was a once win a life time experience. I find that I have an intuitive psychic mind I guess like my dad. He never believed in fake foods, of course he was a farmer, and back in those days it was still organic and the animals were pasture raised. I am also like my dad’s brother, Joe. His birthday was on my birthday. He was a nice guy, He never married, we have that in common. I love to learn about things, anything. And I try to see both sides of a situation. I think I am here to learn to to help others. My guides take care of me, as do the Pleiadians. And I appreciate them every day, I thank them. It is very important to thank them. And your archangels too. Remember the day, for some reason, you were running late and did not leave the house on time, like you normally do.. and then you found out later, you missed a horrible auto accident. And realized that running late it might have saved you…that’s your guides, a past love one, the archangels, the Pleiadians. Those are messages that they are with you and that they will guide and keep you on your path. I always say I appreciate everything I have.. I don’t need sickness or accident.. this happens to many people because they are trying to wake up their life partners to pay attention to them. I don’t need that. I pray to be safe, healthy, happy wise and out of the toxic medical system we have since the 1900’s at lease. Read the book: “Poisoned Needle,” by Eleanor McBean. Read: “The Medical Voodoo,” by Annie Riley Hale written 1957, and 1935 respectively . Yes, toxic! They program us, tell us how long we are going to live. Per health and religion, we are helpless when it comes to our own lives. Its just thee opposite, they do not want you to know just how powerful your mind is.. that we can heal ourselves. .. so love yourself, mind, body, spirit…. Live organically for as long as we still can, before Gates stops all normal food production and we only have GMO which is useless and toxic.. there is no National value to any GMO foods.. during c19 they stopped any advice about taking supplements, now break away medical doctors who have been casted out of the AMA, are starting up their on Natural Healing clinics. .. as we are organic.. they just put you on a organic diet, with supplement to build up your immune system… to live and be healthy we need a healthy immune system.. these injections of spike protein do the opposite, attack your immune system.. they are bad news.. to be avoided.. and many more doctors are coming forwards and admitted that. .. so thank your guides for that.. thanks for stopping by.. your guides probably led you to this blog.. so thank them too. remember to love yourself.. eat organic and exercise.. it shows…